reading fanfic and missing satosugu

i am reading this very popular fanfic of satosugu (“achilles, come down” by “hotcocoaaa” on AO3) and i normally do not read many fanfics. reading fanfics made me realise that i genuinely love and miss them alot more than i thought i did. and i really think i miss them alot. i just love them so much T_T. you guys must be thinking i'm so mentally unwell bc i keep bringing stsg up everyday on here on mangago T_T.