To all the girlies

Don't judge but


Is it weird edging my pee feels really good..? It gives an intoxicating and uhm a tickling yet numbing sensation from my stomach to the whole body....it's weird but my whole body just feels weak when that happens
Like it'll js be the middle of the night of me going to the bathroom half asleep and *that* happens and I'm wide awake
I also sometimes wonder if that's what sex feels like, cuz I'm a virgin and never got the chance to hookup with someone. anyways, I hope it's not just me and that it's not that weird of a thing