lowkey misandrist

i feel like im lowkey a misandrist bc i don't think misandry is bad or anything, it's not systematic as misogyny. plus, its mostly as a retaliation to misogyny. also, i feel i am very radical feminist because why do I get angry every time i see a woman willingly has a boyfriend?!?! i don't think any man is completely devoid of misogyny and they'll always be much harder to convince that their views are misogynist. i also think men (in this cis hetero patriarchal society) can't ever truly love women. also, heterosexual relationships can't work in this society. they just can't. i am so conflicted about my feelings for men, because i am attracted to them but it also feels like dating a man is such a humiliation ritual. i also feel i'm much comfortable with women, and form bonds with women more, and men are just trophies in my eyes. (that's why, i don't understand when women date ugly, chopped men who are unemployed and live off of them) i'm genuinely a #womaninmalefields bc my thoughts are exactly like an average man's is, just swap the sexes.