First anal sex feel like poop going in?

I had my first anal sex…yes I am guy. Not really gay.
IS IT SUPPOSED TO FEEL LIKE THIS? Why didn’t I moan?

I tried it with someone who ‘recruited’ me around evening. These kind of guys don’t pop up in daylight unless they’re really disgusting.

Thought he was joking and then turned serious for a second, impulsively going to hotel because I wanted to see the expensive hotel (I think he paid around 124,000 ¥) and food. It was nice place, food is okay but home made is best. It felt too clean. But the bed was nice, the mat, service…really nice.

It didn’t feel like anything good. I couldn’t stop laughing, maybe nervous… so he dimmed the lights, put on porn video to create a vibe.

He thrusted, it still didn’t feel anything good. It hurt a bit but the lubrication helped. It mostly felt like poop going inside than out…?

Then I felt the weird sensation, it wasn’t bad. It felt a bit good, but I still couldn’t cum. I only know my sphincter control is good. We stopped and joked about it, I just hung out and used service, then went in home in morning. He did ask to meet up again, but I politely declined.

I think I like girls best still. I am bisexual I think (??) since I read yaoi, but leaning towards ladies. This account is for both yaoi and straight, but I haven’t uploaded my straight ones yet. Just to be clear I read a lot of straight ones.