getting serious fomo because of one room TA

i tried to read it when it had 40 something chapters but i just couldn't get through it.....the story is not bad, it's a generic plot that's not too boring and it's funny but i just find the uke so weird, not in a ''omg he's such a weirdo i hate this bitch'' kind of weird just that i can't understand his character nor how his thinking works....it almost feels like their love is depressing and it's not gonna work out and they're gonna break up asap, idk how to explain it but yeah and everyone who likes bl i've talked to keep recommending one room ta and always talk abt it but i just don't know