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Fear to goon
Is it just me.. or was I the only person who ever had BADDD BADD guilt whenever I had thoughts of gooning?
When I was very young.. I struggled with my horny ass still now, but not as bad as my early teen years. Anyways, when I was like prolly 10(?), I was constantly reminded that God is always watching. Ik that they didn't mean that in a bad way, and was just teaching a kid to not lie or something, but I SWEAR that messed me up sooo bad. As like I got my period, and my hornyness came... It was so bad. Like genuinely bad bad. It wasn't as if I was thinking about anything, my ovary was always screaming. I would legit just be feeling horny in the middle of class, and I had to deal with it. Honey shocking that I was so innocent minded lmao
Anywayss, whenever I got that feeling, my stomach would drop so bad that it gave me intense anxiety. Like y'all, it felt like I was a freaking criminal. Ofc I would, uhm, yk, do my "secret business", and after that I would feel INTENSE anxiety that I would literally beggedddd for forgiveness. Literally what I always did after everything lol And idk why, but like at age 15-16.. I eventually got rid of my anxiety and realized that I am not doing a bad thing and it's just a normal thing.
Have any of u guys ever felt this?? I swear I never heard anyone say this yet TT
No, gooning does not make me feel guilty. It is a natural part of the hormones and chemicals that god brewed us with. If he didn't want us to do it, he wouldn't have made us this way.
Anyway, I think god has better things to do than worry whether someone has been gooning, unless it is some crazy ass shit like child p. or real-life bestiality. 2 reply
not that extreme but yes I have a religious background that made me feel bad for sexual feelings, repression sorta does that especially when you don't have that "talk" to help explain changes and why your body makes you feel these new and weird feelings
very sad that this is a common experience 1 reply
Literally same. I also felt soooooo bad for ,um, "taking care of business" and I always felt soooo guilty and horrible afterwards. I wouldn't even like touch i would just grind my hips together. I come from a semi religious family, like we aren't hyper religious but yeah, still. But as time went on and i started studying about the human body more,...... 1 reply
I thought everytime smth bad happened to me was because of that, lol. I thought that was god’s punishment. I’m glad i became free from cognitive errors like “magical thinking” and “believing in fair world”.
Since 13 I became an atheist and everything became much easier. I realised all the bad stuff was because people, including my musl...... 1 reply
The only time I felt guilty for gooning was when I had to go for mandatory confession 2 years ago lol. Did I tell the priest? 100%. Hey no point in lying when God already knows right^^ 1 reply
ohh no, to this day I cant masturbate. I just get this kind of anxiety knowing smthg going into my body. that's scary vroo. I once tried ahem masturbating but it felt so tight, lwky couldnt find a passage it felt like cement wall. idk everything was closed. it kinda hurt too. so i stopped. gosh y am i even sharing all this here. well who cares(￣�...... 2 reply
