I need an honest opinion

Why does people keep putting moral in immoral character? Like asking "why did they do that?" or "I cant understand why they did this?"

Its not that hard to understand for me. For example k*dnap and r*pe of beloved person. I've been always relate to the perpetrators/the criminal rather than victim. in fact I hate it when they escape.

I know I'm not mentally right but dont worry I follow laws in real life it just... if i like someone so bad, it doesn't really matter if the action is bad at least they're with me is the mindset I have.. because it just terrified me. i rather get rid of all possibilities(i never fall in love yet, im scared of that)

I just want to know what normal people thinks cause I always find their comments in such heavy stories is stupid. I want to know what their views is since I've seen the world differently. dont correct me or anything about my immorality, i know I'm a bad person and i will rot in hell but yeah do shares your views.