I'm at a new place and gonna have to do new stuff for my work... more like experience, and I'm scared shitless. I'm terrified and I dare not lie when I say I don't wanna go, like I know it's good for me and stuff... but the mere imagination to do something which is way out of my comfort zone and something which is no where in my control... it scares me. I wanna run back home and do my actual routine... but I can't... And no amount of motivation or desperation is helping me out of this zone.... shit
