What do you think about this yaoi

Please tell me everyone have the same hatefull feeling as me about this manhwa, i need some shoulder to lean and hands to held rn, i reaally need therapy after reading this and mind you i've read a lot of worse one out there but THIS IS JUST NO and the shit ass manhua is Barnnett's Mansion iynyn type shi, but if you havent read it pls i warned you dont, i've suffered enough so you dont have to do it