How do yo live atp?

Online: protests going on, poor families crying over the loss caused by the recklessness of condescending govt. Institutions that genuinely think that it's not that big of a deal, homophobia, transphobia, literally hating anything breathing, harassment, SA....

Offline: complains about the same issues above, govt. facilities that only exist as showpieces and not to serve the people, and then people calling others 'dumb' for actually expecting any facilities in the first place, and the never-ending problem of increasing taxes but decreasing income.

I am just....so tired of merely existing because even that feels like a fight. I don't even know what to do in the future because, what's the point? Someday, some rich PDF might just think I'm an inconvenience and then what? I'm cooked?(literally no cap) And y'all can't convince me I'm overthinking. Okay, maybe I am. But it's literally not impossible.

So, how do you live without seeing the very evident doom coming our way?