Too broke for a sexuality?

Hear me out but have you ever felt like you're too broke to be gay, or straight, or anything?

Like, dating is hard, I don't have money to go places, I can't afford dinner, I cant stay out late cz I can't afford an uber. I barely have money for dice and cigarettes, what if my date expects me to pay for both of us? What if they wanna go on a trip, do yk how expensive train tickets and hotel stays are??

Atp forget having a sexuality, my sexuality is getting a job, im job sexual I can't afford anything else right now.