I hate my society even though I love them

It would be really nice to talk about manhwa, manga and all but I really don't know where to share this without being reprimand right off the bat so... Here is it

From where I'm from, people are Christians, but they don't live by Jesus's teaching most of the time. They enforced gendered roles. Their fav Bible verse to belittle others is 'The head of the woman is the man'. They discriminate against women who marry out of ethnicity. If a child's father is from outside our ethnicity, they don't allow their children to take their mother's surname, thus not welcoming them into our society even though they are our blood. Gays and lesbian get more hate than rapists. This I never understand, even if our beliefs clash with LGBT, they were never to hurt anybody. They cover up truths in exchange for good reputation. In a marriage , if the women leaves regardless of the reason, they got blamed. Patriarchy is so dominant here, it looks like it's not from other's perspective, but it is, they never allow us to break free from it. Even my male friends who I grew up with start having opinions about how stupid, selfish and loud girls and women are and how much better they are than them. They belittle us in every small movement they do, in every conversation they say. If two boys got raped by a man, their conversation would flow towards how disgusting it is that the man is homosexual. Feminisism is considered clashing with Christianity here that if we are to voice our opinion openly, we were shut down, rebuked, were subjected to gossip. Majority rarely take our sides, even though we used logic , moral, and Bible verses. There's pride and haughtiness among a lot of them, they often belittle others they deem beneath them. I just feel like they use Christianity as a shield to mask their ugliness and as a weapon to use and control people. I assure you, it is a beautiful place, good community values and people are good, but these things suffocate me, so much that I want to leave far away.