This might sound corny but hear me out

I’ve been reading the super amazing Narusasu fanfic on ao3 these past few day (the name is how to seduce a billionaire and never work again by Helanadetroia) and when i tell you is peak it’s PEAK ASF and this might sound dumb but every time I read this fanfic all i feels it’s envy and jealousy and i know I shouldn’t feel like that bc it’s not real but OMD it’s just so incredible like that should be ME i want everything that they have it’s not FAIR NOT FAIR ಥ_ಥ
So yea um i js wanted to yap bc all my friends think I’m crazy please tell me I’m not the only one that feels that way when they read fanfic ૮꒰ つ ˕ -,꒱ა