I'm addicted to egg laying...

I recently read a BL oneshot and basically it's about two guys who goes into a dungeon and then they encounter a lust monster and they become horny as hell and fucked like rabbits in heat. It was sooo SMUTTY. Like there's literally cum spraying everywhere, ahegaos, nonstop fucking, it was literally just straight up porn. BUT, the best part was when the uke started laying EGGS. Yes, that's right, EGGS. The lust monster caused the uke to gain a womb and the seme was basically breeding him the entire time. It was WILD. He layed down like 20 eggs or something and his hole was literally gaping. I've read many BLs, yet this one astonishes me because of how kind of fucked up it is yet also somehow manages to still be really hot.

Now onto the issue, I CAN'T STOP LOOKING AT ANY UKE'S HOLE WITHOUT THINKING THEY'RE GOING TO LAY EGGS. Literally, everytime even the slightest glimps of an uke's asshole, my mind immediately goes back to that egg laying scene. It's torture but at the same time I kind of don't want it to stop because it was just that good. It's like an addiction. Is there a cure for this? If so, how do I obtain it? Do I have to pray to the yaoi gods up there and make an offering? I just want to be able to read other BLs normally again please