I'm stupid but hear me out

Soo the thing is I want to study abroad but the thing is that my parents might not like it so much and also I'm thinking of applying for it next year and ik man I'm teenager and my parents are very strict idk how to confront my dad abt my studies and ik I'm gonna get reject but any opinions guys I'm pretty nervous ╥﹏╥ they also won't allow bec I'm a girl +teenager and all those annoying stuffs but I still wanna try ^^