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I’m feeling like shit right now and not gonna lie I think the only thing that would make me feel better is if someone messaged me how disgusting I am as a person and degraded me but I can’t even ask anybody for something as gross as that but just keeping how I feel to myself is genuine torture but again I can’t fucking talk to anybody about this so just posting on here to vent my feelings… pls just ignore… sobs I wish I felt normal again.