Back again

This is just a rant, I was just texting this girl who thought I was a boy and I felt so freeing and happy, but then later throughout the convo, I felt it was only right to like admit I was a girl and it had me feeling so shit afterwards like oml

I then went off on her and how I dont like gendersterotypes and ppl restricting things to gender after she responded apologising and telling me I didnt have to be a stereotypical girl and now I feel so bad, bc I legit just met her and she's so sweet and all but im so conscious, so I probably sound annoying to her now, she hasn't responded yet, I screwed up so bad.

The worse part is I wish badly I didnt tell her I wasnt a guy and subtly let her assumption be true even tho she would've found out anyways and I even almost msged "i liked that you thought I was a boy' like I hate myself wtf, actively screwing myself over as I type.

Doesn't help that I parade as a boy online so this has been an issue ig.

Edit: She responded making so many points I do agree with and just said that just bc you dont act your gender doesnt mean your trans which I fully agree but with my how my mindset is so far, I'm not really amplifying that point.