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How to stop hoping for other people's downfalls?
Exactly what the title says. I often catch myself wishing that people close to me should fall back so that I can rise, which is of course, a vicious way of thinking. These are likely intrusive thoughts, much like most of the other ones that I have. I just want them to stop. I hate wishing bad things for other people but I genuinely can't help this; its like internal tourette's or something. If any of you guys struggle with this (which you likely don't), how do you deal with this?
I will preface this by saying I'm not a very rational person and I'm implusive and odd, if it makes sense.
I don't exactly go through what you're describing here, but I actually find myself on the other end of the spectrum. I obviously care about how people see me and how they think of me, but things like `ill will` and `jealousy`(?) Weirdly don'...... reply