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How to stop hoping for other people's downfalls?
Exactly what the title says. I often catch myself wishing that people close to me should fall back so that I can rise, which is of course, a vicious way of thinking. These are likely intrusive thoughts, much like most of the other ones that I have. I just want them to stop. I hate wishing bad things for other people but I genuinely can't help this; its like internal tourette's or something. If any of you guys struggle with this (which you likely don't), how do you deal with this?
tbh i had this kind of moral ocd its a cycle that's feeding off my guilt
1. i'll feel envy about other people's success
2. i'd catch myself thinking those thoughts even tho i didn't mean to and feel guilty
3. SELF LOATHE TIME
4. my complusion is i'd become self conscious of how i treat people, i become overly accomodating/pleasing them jus to prov...... reply
