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Please I'm desperate I just finished PASSION and I have nothing else to read(I say as I have 377 stuff in my want to read)

Hmmmm should I change my pfp I mean I kinda want to change it but at the same time I've had it for 4 years now so it's kinda weird to change it now I guess?


And before you say this is a stupid question to ask just remember your on a gay porn yaoi manga site reading two guys fucking all day long knowing damn wall you have unfinished homework to do or someone you laft on read that you should really reply to or you're just one of those weird mfs who forgot to eat or drink something because you're on here so much

Any good novel or manga or basically anything with a funny misunderstanding like the mc is weak but everyone thinks they're strong or something like that and even if it's not not that kinda misunderstanding it's fine

basically my parents do not allow me to go to school and I'm not talking about like no school for a week or something like no I have never been to school in my whole life and they believe that because in my culture girls usually get married by the time they're 18 and sometimes even 16 back in the day I want to say like 50 years ago girls would have gone married at 12 to even 14 years old and we are usually to have kids by time we are 19 20 years old if we get married at 18 I know girls who have gotten pregnant at 16 because they were married young and my parents have threatened me multiple times getting married at that time also my mother is mentally abusive and I haven't been hit a lot BUT I have been hit and my hair has been dragged and I have been pushed onto the floor before by my mom and dad my mother and father have both told me to go kill myself and have given a knife to me in my hand and my dad isn't really abusive but he doesn't do anything about it and my stepmother has been mentally abusive to me and sometimes physically since I was 6 years old she is also threatened to cut my hair and has even stabbed my TVs and has got scissors and put it to my throat saying she was going to cut my hair but it was dangerously close to my face back when I was I believe 12 years old and they have told me in the past and just now that they are going to disown me if I don't listen and my mother has also tried to punish me by saying I'm not allowed to take showers if I don't wake up early which luckily I was able to break out of that before became anything serious I think anyways but anyways that's really all I know this isn't healthy but at the same time I don't know if this is enough to call CPS I have been told to by people in the past to call them but at the same time I'm afraid to do anything to my family and I'm also afraid that they're not going to do anything and just going to make it worse and I know this site isn't the best place to ask but I really don't know where else to ask also I've thought about asking my grandmother to let me live with her but at the same time it's going to be the same situation no school and get married young which I do not want to do especially considering girls in my culture get treated like garbage oh also I don't know if this counts as abuse but my parents do not allow me to wear any kind of pants bc they say it shows off my ass and yk to much and it makes them uncomfortable honestly the same thing with skirts too I feel like whenever I wear something that's not a dress they automatically look towards that area to see if it shows anything and they say that I need to change because it makes them uncomfortable or because I'm showing off too much but I don't understand why you're looking in the first place and why would they want to be around older people who would look there when I'm a minor and I'm not wearing anything inappropriate I mean I'm wearing a skirt that's long and flowy or sometimes when I'm allowed sweatpants and back when I was a younger baggy jeans they've been saying this to me ever since I was 12 and ever since then I was not really ever allowed to wear pants or anything that wasn't a skirt or a dress

Chat my ass was literally just reading a cute funny story not expecting anything you know to dark to happen just enjoying myself and laughing and shit only to go to the comment section because I wanted to read some comments and leave one myself only to find out the MC gets raped not once but fucking twice and when it happens the first time he's just fucking pushed on the bed and fucked against his will and the second time it happens he's raped in a alley and when the rapist is literally fucking raping the MC in the alley the mc's son walks by that alley coming from school or some shit and the rapist literally asks the MC why doesn't he just scream and ask his son for help and hack I don't even know how old the son is because this was spoilers and hasn't happened in the manga yet so the son hasn't even appeared yet so for all I know the son could have been a fucking child and now after crying like a little bitch because I literally just wasted my time reading this for like 3/4 hours and I don't even know if I'm going to continue reading it and now I literally have a killer headache that feels like my head is going to rip open because of this damn manga
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OK so trash of the counts family omniscient reader's viewpoint or lookism or eleceed:)

https://picrew.me/image_maker/11529

Anything to keep me motivated like a song or something???

(╬￣皿￣)凸 ヽ(`Д´)ﾉYes are main character is 18 into other main character is 30 he's been looking after him ever since he was a kid and he was a teenager anyways he got mad because he was paying more attention to this girl then him so he almost rape him but thank god he stopped himself but are poor main character because he was shaking and trembling in Tears ╥﹏╥

What are some stories that broke you After finishing it?

This shit right here
https://www.wattpad.com/story/356362584-%F0%9D%90%93%F0%9D%90%96%F0%9D%90%88%F0%9D%90%92%F0%9D%90%93%F0%9D%90%84%F0%9D%90%83-%F0%9D%90%85%F0%9D%90%80%F0%9D%90%88%F0%9D%90%93%F0%9D%90%87-yandere-bl-%E2%9C%93

https://www.wattpad.com/story/367320651-%F0%9D%90%93%F0%9D%90%96%F0%9D%90%88%F0%9D%90%92%F0%9D%90%93%F0%9D%90%84%F0%9D%90%83-%F0%9D%90%83%F0%9D%90%84%F0%9D%90%92%F0%9D%90%88%F0%9D%90%91%F0%9D%90%84%F0%9D%90%92-yandere-bl-%E2%9C%93

And before you say "lmao a wattpad male y/n story?" YES A FUCKING WATTPAD STORY AND A MALE Y/N ONE AT THAT this shit literally fucking broke me I'm not even joking when I say I'm crying like a little bitch rn and oh you might be thinking " oh from how cute and sad it was?" NO BITCH FROM HOW DARK AND TWISTED IT WAS the way the ML broke the MC and literally destroyed him killed me the first book was bad but not to the point it made me cry maybe making me want to cry yes but to actually cry no but the second book now that fucking destroyed me alright and the ending was just so...fucking sad and missed up to the point I just don't know what to even say to explain it :( but ngl the story it self like the Writing and plot was amazing tbh you should definitely check it out if you like REALLY dark and twisted/missed up yandere shit

Mario was Pouting out of breath The bed underneath him shaking As he holds on to the bed sheets for dear live not knowing how he even got Into this situation

"AH LUIGI!"

"Ahh! Shit Mario you're so tight!"

'Fuck how did we Even get into this situation'

*Earlier that day*

The Door slams as Mario comes into the house Clearly aggravated About something Luigi watches as he's worried about his brother

"damn it our Business is going nowhere!"

"Mario calm down i-it's going to be OK we'll figure out how to Fix it-"

"HOW?! IT'S ALREADY BEEN 2 MONTHS AND WE HAVEN'T GOT ANY CALLS AND I CAN'T ASK MOM AND DAD FOR ANY MORE MONEY"

"..."

It's silent as they look at each other neither one of them daring to speak not wanting to cause a fight Until finally Luigi Talks

"how...how How about we have a drink and cool off?"

Mario was surprise about The words coming out of Luigi's mouth knowing that he doesn't drink but honestly Drink doesn't sound too bad right now

"sigh fine ok..."

*Back to the present*

"Ahhh! God Luigi you're going so fast UGH i feel like I'm going to die!"

"ah! Shit just a little bit Longer I'm so close!"

"SHIT YES ME TO"

and without second longer they finally come together

The only noise in the room Is quiet little breaths of air The aftermath of what they've done finally hitting them despite the alcohol in their system

"shit..."

As much as Mario doesn't want to admit it he liked What just happened And just like alcohol and drugs if he doesn't watch himself he might just become addicted to the test of his brother...

Hah hope you guys liked it and if you're seeing this bunny NO I DIDN'T STILL YOUR IDEA your fanfic had one of them getting pregnant mine didn't

You know I've come to realize over the years I've developed a Skill to understand bad translations pretty Easily because I see people complain. They can't understand what they're saying but here I am thinking that it's good translation

So like what's you're favorite songs to write too? Or like playlists on YouTube hack even edit Audio videos are good to

Before I say anything I just want to say I'm not racist or anything I swear Anyways for some reason a lot of people mistake me as a Japanese or Chinese person when I'm not Like even a lot of my family and friends says I look like that like even a Chinese or Japanese (sorry i don't know) person says they thought I kinda look Chinese ( or Japanese I forgot since it's been a while)
and I'm not saying it's a bad thing or anything but it's kinda hurtful that people are like omg you don't look gypsy and you should be happy that you don't look gypsy because most gypsy's are ugly like even my family says that to me just because I have really light skin and because of some other things and tbh I think i got it from my grandpa but anyways I'm just so tired of everyone thinking all gypsy's look alike like I literally seen a comment on tiktok saying it's impossible for a gypsy to have light skin like bro wtf?

I swear why do they always say this they always say get off your lazy ass and help us around the house bitch what the fuck do you mean I cleaned the house I looked after my baby sister I made coffee I cooked breakfast what do you mean I do not thing?? ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ

So like does it? bc I was thinking of doing it in a few months or so like don't get me wrong I understand it's not going to fix all my problems or anything but I thought it might help to talk to someone about my problems and unpack all the mental abuse and trauma? ( not 100% sure if I have trauma or not another reason why I want to go to therapy) my parents caused me to have through my childhood and even now And I'm not dumb I know what my parents especially my mom did and said to me when I was a kid and even now is not healthy and normal behavior but idk why whenever I start to think about it as abuse or anything I automatically have thoughts like wow i'm so ungrateful or i'm just being overdramatic my parents do everything for me and i just basically start making excuses for them and start putting myself down it was so bad at one point i would just repeat the words it's not abuse and i'm being overdramatic in my head over and over again until i started to believe if you get what I mean and tbh this is also one of the main reasons why i want to get therapy so i can get validation from someone else that i'm not just making this all up in my head um but anyway what do you guys think?

I'm literally laughing so hard right now after seeing the comments in the comment section it's like you guys fr just realized he was a red flag (=_=)