pyscho.simp's question (8)

YO GIMME SOME TRAGEDIES TO READ (MAYBE NOT THE EXTERMELY POPULAR ONES BC IVE READ THEM ALL)

finally caps is off haha

sometimes i get bored on here and I just click on accounts till I see drama in some comment section (i get rly bored oops) but how are some of yall having whole ass proper arguments on here?? Like proper 'death threat' ones, ones with cults (?!?!?) or ones involving sm impersonating you? like who tf is out there even bothering to impersonate sm and for on this site of all things...

i sound like I'm hating on this site but I just find it funny that people fight on here bc I know it has all these features where we can interact but at the end of the day this is a manga site and sometimes I just scroll across two people taking up a whole page with their argument as if this is twt/reddit

IM NOT JOKING ITS SMALLER THNA A FINGER????

I think in the recent years my personality has died down significantly and when I remember how talkative I used to be, sometimes I get a bit upset that I can't be like the way I was before. I've also noticed that I can never maintain a friend group for longer than 2 years. I'm honestly concerned, is there something wrong with my personality? Coz from my pov I feel like I'm just a big pushover who lets people say whatever they want for me because I always felt like that was my position in a friendship. But eventually I always tire of it, and start getting annoyed. I think the friends notice at that point and then we end up distancing ourselves. Is it the way I let it fester inside me? Some people have told me before that it's a hateful way to process things: to keep everything inside me and not talk it out with people. But like how else am I supposed to go about it? The friends never do anything majorly bad to me, and I struggle to collect my thoughts well enough to express it to them in a sensible way without getting upset in front of them. But also, I feel like 'talking it out' isn't always the solution, sometimes when you do that you just become hateful to each other because of it. Plus what are you supposed to do when your friends aren't the type to talk it out anyway? Like nothing is ever that 'deep' for them.

But I feel like from their pov, I'm like crazy quiet when it gets awkward in a conversation. I clam up in conversations once I start to get annoyed at my friends and I struggle to express it any other way than silence. I never act hostile or rude to them, don't get me wrong though I never take it out on them and tbh I don't think I express dislike towards them; I simply always just clam up kinda dk how else to say it. I think you could argue that I know where my faults lie: not talking it out w sm and letting it fester, but how am I supposed to go about this? I never know how to bring it up without being scared they'll call me out for being too deep, for caring too much, and I fear that I stress one-sidedly about the friendship that only I want to save. My friends also tell me that I am not very expressive about how happy I am, but instead my annoyance or sadness can be spotted easily . How do I change that? How do I act more happy with my friends? Be a bit more intimate with them so they feel like I actually like them?

it's the Easter holidays alr and I still haven't started revision properly for my Gcses in like a month now I do get decent grades with like grade 8 on average and some 9s but ik I will get a grade 7 or 6 at this point in majority with the way my attitude toward revision is a wreck rn...
ik some of you guys r probably my age (hopefully lol) so does anyone have tips to get out of this slump and could some of u j gimme a wake up call w maybe how much u have revised so I get that pressure to yk lol

people who have any advice to get out of a revision slump would be helpful

I always forget some of yall on here are absolute weirdos like I know a lot of the comments sometimes are satire on here but I just see the rare comment like :

'I read this in school and I got caught '
Girl you can't casually read porn in public that's just weird and your lack of real life relationships is showing

'THIS IS MY 5TH REREAD' or sth and it's literally a manga with the worst trope I have ever seen in my life shoved in with some rape

just those weirdos who comment on the sex mangas here expressing something that is totally disgusting like I really didn't need to know how many times you fapped to a chapter ugh

again Ik this site is mostly used for its porn mangas but arghh some of the stuff I read that yall say is so offputting ngl

Im a fun person ig <33
DO ANY OF YOU KNOW ANY SERVER THAT I CAN JOIN SO THAT I CAN JUST CHAT AND HAVE FUN WITH PPL FROM 12-16 ?
I must be able to make dn joks, piss jokes, alpha daddy jokes, cum jokes, sex jokes, flirt with ppl.

Hope these requirements rnt too hard ?

basically i have one friend who takes the bus with me everyday, and I've been friends with her for like almost five years now and we've never really been in the same friend group (lowkey jealous) but basically I tried once to fit in with her's and it didn't work out but she stayed friends with them for the 5 yrs we have been friends. I on the otherhand fell out w friends a couple times and switched groups as well a couple times, and she's always been the one I kinda went to when stuff like that happened bc she'd lowkey be the only one supportive towards me when I got upset. Anyways right now I have my own friend group, but today she finally asked me (i could always tell that she noticed this tho tbh so I was surprised she finally asked me) but she's always felt awkward around my current friend group because she noticed that when I'm upset I go to her and not my friend group. Today I was crying and she was consoling me and my friends literally saw me and didnt do much. I can't blame my friends fully though because they have expressed before they aren't good at dealing with upset people, and I tend to be the only who gets upset out of the three of us at school anyways. Is it weird that I always go to my one friend instead of my actual friend group? I notice I am also not as close with my friend group probably because they notice this, but is it my fault? Like I feel way more comfy with the friend I have had for nearly 5 yrs, but then some times I feel embarassed that she actually turns to her friends when she's upset (i don't think its necessarily bc of me we've like never fought but just when she has friendship problems she doesn't rly always tell me but to hr actual friend group). Am i being paranoid about this? Like I feel embarassed that when she has friendship problems she can talk it out with them, whereas with me I'm always on the receiving end of sth that made me upset because past friends were never great to me and only she would see that