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Have you reported users? If yes tell me why cus I'm curious. ಡ  ʖ ಡ

I dont know why but i feel sad regularly and like randomly, I know better than ask random people online for mental health advice but i am here to find out if people also feel this way, and if i am having some sort of mental issue. I dont have any money right now so even if i wanted help I cant really get any and I feel like i want to die but I dont really wnat to kill myself like whenever i pass by a building I just think about dying and so on...I really dont know what to make of this...I know I feel lonely and stuff but I dont know why I feel sad now, i have friends that I can talk to, a family I can talk to but I just cant seem to bring myself to talk to them...

I had a crush on this person and I am too much of a coward so I never confessed or even spoke to this person. Let's call them A and I have a classmate B whokinda annoys me cus they don't do any work but we do kinda get along. Now I went on a class trip recently and I saw Aand B are together. Anyone can see A really likes B. A was lit helping B with everything walking around them only....Asp they even stole my bus seat(which was a 2 person seat which I usually use cus it has the perfect window location. It's not too front so lots of air flow and not to back that the sir hits ur face and the window opens fully unlike in some seats you can only open a lil bit. And no one sat next to soi can listen to sad songs all I want. Did I mention it's not too front such that I don't have to talk to the staff and not too far that I will be talking to the group.) which made me extremely mad but later I could see that they had mutual feelings for eachother. Which made my quiet sad but I am trying to move on but throughout the trip they were everywhere I was- taking coupls pics he carries her shwt and gawd damn so annoying. Now that the trip is over I am peacefully reading bl at home but I still can't stop myself but imagine them everytime I see something they did in whatever I am reading. For eg- they took a sunset picture and the bl I am reading has a couple who do pls help

How do y'all figure out what to in life? How are some people good at everything and anything and akso good lookin and also sociable? Do y'all do some blackmagic or something? Teach me your wayssss ヘ（。□°）ヘ

I am a young adult person who is bi, I hv never dated before as I come from a pretty orthodox family. I do want to be in love, or be in a relationship with, ig women cus like idk men aren't really interesting these days. But only issue is I am in this lgbt server but every single woman that I talk to just want one thing, a relationship. Now look, I do too but not like that. I am the type of person who would like to get to know them first, start off as friends but no one is interested. I don't mean the the I'm not serious let's flirt or sext kinda friend. I want to fall in love slowly or just have a genuine connection. I have many times told this to people straight up right after meeting them but STILL they ask me stuff like do u want engage in intimate relations, or they ask me send pics. One of the issue with me is I'm a really insecure person, my insecurity stems from not being conventionally attractive. So tell me am I wrong here, is it just my insecurity speaking because I just don't understand why people (I mean any of them) not interested in being friends first. And ONLINE DATING is a huge cliff, u don't really know if ur parashute is working or not but the view is def beautiful, won't u wanna know if it works first tho? Sorry for the long rant.

I wanna learn ml like idk ANYTHING but I really need to get an internship too...I can't apply anywhere cus I don't have any skills to apply but I really need a internship n remote btw I don't wanna larp I really don't know what to do....I really need a ml internship please help y'all...i hv no exp, no skills no proj...even if I ask someone to teach me everyone is selfish(which I get ittt) I'm lit out there begging ppl to teach me....I don't want to learn from chatgpt! I wanna learn from actual ppl! Contribute to open sourse stuff but no one is helping at all PLEASE BRUHHH IDK WHERE TO FIND SHITT

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I'm not American, Just curious about world history.
No disrespect to 9/11 victims and rescue people.