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theres actually something seriously wrong with me. has anyone else read indomitable champion????? its so fucked up and i was trying to power through the story... until i got up to the side story. the more i read the more i liked it. now i think hojung and ricky are actually really cute together they actually got me giggling and kicking my feet in the recent chapter dude. im so utterly disgusted in myself bro

ive been liking bl for a long time but ive never had any friends that shares the same interest as me. its always so lonely whenever i want to share or talk about manhwas/mangas because i have no one. im too scared to even hint the fact that i like bl to any of my irl friends cuz they would just find it weird. its gotten to the point where i talk to myself whenever i read something and its a bit pathetic honestly. i might actually go schizophrenic atp because i would either just whisper to myself or talk to a non existent chat whenever i want to share. its a bit embarrassing to admit but reading yaoi is a big part of my life in a weird way like its probably the only thing that i genuinely enjoy doing and i feel so lonely cuz i have no one to share this with. ive always had to keep it a secret.

i dont really like omegaverse. not saying i hate it but i avoid it when im reading manhwas. maybe its because ive been reading the wrong ones. dont bash me but i dont really like the concept of omegas especially the fact that they can get pregnant... the concept resembles females (bg) a little too much and i feel like the concept give room for a lot of problematic plot... (clarifying: i dont hate females i do not have a problem with women or female characters in fact i like when there are women in bl)

i either talk to myself or act like im talking to an imaginary live chat a lot when i read manhwa/mangas...

im doomed for life ig... i dont have any male friends and i never really talk to the opposite gender im just gonna accept my fate atp.

i personally read it because i enjoy the dynamic between 2 males more than bg but ive seen a lot of stuff online about how people goon to yaoi?? i enjoy the smut as well but not in a way which i get turned on and goon to it, i just think its cute!?!? do people actually read it as goon material?????