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What should I do? I've already taken a dog off from school because of my friends. If you haven'tread my post from before, it was how my (ex??)friends started to distance themselves from me, ignoring me, talking shit abt me and leaving me out. Earlier this week I found out they had another gc without me and started talking shit about me there. I'm more angry than upset cause they keep on saying flowery stuff about me to my face but behind my back they call me stuff like "whore" or "slut" when they always say they'd rather confront the person. I restoried one insta post about confrontation in my close friends and somebody sent me a screenshot of one of them saying "idk why she wants us to confront her when we did nothing wrong" LIKE WHATT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN U DID NOTHING WRONG. Esp this one girl "Nicole". I trusted her sm, I told her most of how I felt and my secrets only to find out she was sending OUR CONVERSATION SCREENSHOTS TO THE PEOPLE I WAS TALKING ABT WHEN SHE HERSELF WAS ALSO TALKING SHIT ABT THEM. I'm glad I'm out of that toxic ass friend group where everybody js talks shit about each other's back. Eu, ik you're reading this, but next time try not to be too male centered and actually focus on your studies. Jeo, you fuck ass gay man, if u have a problem w me say it to my face. Lia, suck my hairy dick and call me john. Cole, I hope karma gets u. You all need to grow tf up cuz everything I said was all true. Eu, you ARE normalizing whatever those weird trope games you're playing, even if you "hate" what they're doing CAUSE YOURE STILL PLAYING THE GAME. Suck my 3 dicks and choke on my pubes.










Edit: this just turned into a whole rant, I'm sorry; but please do give me advice on what I should do, cause I'm afraid I can't think rationally as of now. Open to all advice!(◕ᴗ◕✿)

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Genuinely breaks my heart seeing my other friends replace me w another new girl. Not saying that they can't befriend someone new, but just the subtle leaving me out, not talking to me, kicking me out of our gc is heartbreaking.

We've been friends for more or less 4 years now(our friend group) and now that a new girl just transferred to our school they're leaving me out, I'm talking: ignoring me, not including me in group photos/cropping me out, etc.

I'm not saying I don't have any other friends, it's jst that these girls are people I'm so close with, within the span of 4 years they've seen me go through my lowest of lows, and highest of highs, we have our own inside jokes, we sit(or sat?) together during classes, we hang out together, etc.


I also js found out one of the girls called me "insensitive" and an "invalidater"(idek if that's an actual word) just cause I disagreed w her when she said that it's okay for a 14yr old to date someone 4 years older than them cuz it's "just" a four year gap. I still love her nonetheless.

I've tried talking to them as group and even individually but they'd either ignore me or avoid the question to talk to other people. I haven't done anything wrong to them, nor to the new girl, in fact I've been so welcoming to the new girl, introducing her to everyone and making sure everyone doesn't get the wrong idea abt her(cuz my school likes to spread false rumors about new kids for sum reason?)


Am I being toxic or paranoid? I just want our old friendship back what should I do? Help a minor out ╥﹏╥