Ajax's question (10)

Hello everybody today I meed your guys opinion on this situation. So my bsf for 4 years called me an idiot thinking she was gonna khs. For context she’s in a cult (JW) and she’s forbidden from a bunch of different things, besides that here parents pressure her a lot since they said that the oldest needs to stay strong and and deal with criticism while her parents blame her in any problem that comes to them. And it got bad to the point where she was suicidal and from the years i know her she was suicidal but not heavily, but this time it was different she texted the gc where she said ” if I died what would your guys reaction be” and I said hun call 988 and after a while she texted me privately and said that she really wants to end it. And for me I was like oh shit and I was texting her and telling her not to since she meant the friendship since she did change me but as we talked she got better and I was like ok we stopped her, and that dumbass told me that I was an idiot for thinking she was gonna khs and called me a scowled (it’s from avatar) and that shit got me pissed off so badly where I was like am gonna block her and cut her off but she knows too much of me and am in the border line of it. And my Tia told me 2 days ago that if your friends do a certain action you felt that was wrong or felt that you were played that means you have to cut them off and go on with your life. And when she told me that I was like, am gonna cut her off when we start school since she was joking about death a little too far and said I was an idiot for caring about her suicide. Like she literally showed me her wrist, and arms with cuts and said nothing about me caring about her health. But now she calls me an idiot for trying to save her from khs. So should I cut her off and block her or wait to see if she “changes” and continue to be with her????

Hello everybody since I was rereading a old yaoi I read in one night I was wondering how many chapters did y’all read in one night or day continuously without sleeping or anything, Like for example for me I read 20 chapters in one night which was a accomplishment for me since I only read 1-10 chapters per day sometimes unless something happens. But like 2-3 years ago I was in a different website and I was looking for recommendations and I see the title Black Mirror. And for once I was like I remember this one since my ex friend read it but the pages couldn’t load so it was a sham. And I did look for it too but ofc it was a sham. Then when I found it in another different website I was like let me read it for time sake so I did and the first 9 chapters were mid like I was gonna stop at the beginning of chapter 11 but once I read chapter 10 I was like omfg this yaoi has good lore so I read it read it and read it and the only times I took a break was to reflect on the yaoi due to the yaoi mentioning something's in the past that I remembered then crash out, or change music while reading. And bro I read 62 chapters in one day like that was something rare for me. Like I started at 12am and I finished at 4 am since I had setbacks but overall the yaoi was so great I got barely enough sleep for the same day. How many chapters did you read in one night or day and how was it????

I don't get why the seme wears pants while fucking the uke, like the uke be all naked and the seme be wearing pants. Like I don't wanna make it a big deal since the people who draw yaoi need to cut corners to make the deadline but, like in tiger flower every time they would fuck the seme always has his pants on and I would get absolutely irritated and when the seme takes off his pants am like Woah once in a lifetime miracle I see this dude with no pants on. Like what's y'all opinion on semes wearing pants while fucking the uke??

Hello everybody so I was reading my daily yaoi and I realized that it’s became more popular than ever imo because during my 6th grade year yaoi was absolutely forbidden in the school by that I mean gay relationships, or anything related to the LGBTQ community would get you judge stares for the school year. So once when I learned my lesson about yaoi I was like ok it’s my and other people secrets since some cracks start to show. But as the years went by I noticed that yaoi is now normalized by both men and women and when I learned that yaoi was acceptable I was full on angry cuz wdym I had to hide it for years just for it to acceptable like y’all I had to suffer in 6th because so many of my classmates were so homophobic asf since my year was shit since, I was labeled the porn kid and hentai kid, I got blackmailed from yaoi for months, I had a identity crisis, nobody wanted to hangout with me, I verge on suicide from this, like the weight of the world was all on me. But now everything I suffered through went away since yaoi is now acceptable so I hate how it’s normalized since people suffered or had problems with it at home or at school. Anyways how do you guys feel with yaoi being more acceptable????

Hello (again) everybody, I was reading my daily yaoi and in one scene the mic was caught reading yaoi so I was like, have this ever happen to me?? Then I took a trip down memory lane and I had a few close calls from my parents. For the first time I almost got caught was when I was in vacation and my parents knew my password so they could check it and wtv, and during the vacation I restarted my phone since I didn’t want the yaoi to appear but once it turned on I realized that I am this close to getting an ass kicking out of the family if they saw that so kinda almost got caught. The second time was when I was in my bed on my phone reading and my mom told me what was I doing on my phone and I was actively trying to turn off the phone but I couldn’t so she just told me to give it to her when she was about to sleep so close call. Btw this was all in 6th grade since yaoi got to me. Then during 7th grade I was in a irresponsible phase where I didn’t gave a shit about anything and acted like I was an adult and nothing mattered and that shit made my phone be on family link and one of those apps was on chrome and I told my former bsf that I think my mom knew I read gay shit but didn’t say anything so that was the third. I had a dream where I was reading all for me while saying goodnight to my mom and she smacked that phone out of my hand since I wasenr looking at her and it was great she did since I was getting into a spicy scene but. Overall I’ve almost been caught 3 times with yaoi. How was y’all with parents, friends or anybody in your life getting close to the secret???

Hello again everyone so as you might know of this year the list for everyone’s list (sime or maybe all) got deleted right?? Well am share my side of the story and how it made me depressed for 2 months. Ok call me obsessed or addicted to yaoi but idc. I woke up and checked my phone and went in chrome to see if my notifications were active and when i entered the website i was like wtf where’s my list and I was panicking but after telling a friend about it since he is apart of the manga go community he said it should come back after a few weeks so I trusted him since he’s been here since 2016 I believe. And as the days and weeks went by I got my read back and I was waiting and waiting and waiting for days for my list to come back and I was wondering if it was gonna come back so I told ,y friend again and he said yea the ones you rated or made a comment about stay the rest are gone and after I heared this I was sad and became depressed for 2 months since my list was gone. Like all of my hard work from 4 years just gone. So I became depressed and accepted fate and since others were worried about me and I couldn’t tell them I lost my yaoi list over a bug I had to lie and say a baby cat got ran over infront of me and I was so heartbroken by it that I became depressed and stopped trying in school. Like all of this happened in my 2 semester in school so it was obvious and I couldn’t tell my friends since they didn’t know too much yaoi so I was just there struggling over my list being gone. But after 2 mit sh passed I was like let me add the yaoi I remember so I did and now everything is back to normal hopefully. Anyways how was your reactions when the shutdown happened and heared the list that weren’t commented, or rated on disappear??? Like bro this was troublesome for me

I discovered/was introduced to yaoi when I was 11 like straight out of elementary school so the moment I entered middle school I was flashed by gay porn

Hello again everybody today am gonna talk about my ex bsf and how she broke a boundary with me and how it could affect her life

Ok so when I meet my bsf we both had a decent amount of yaoi knowledge and as we knew each other more and got to learn about how yaoi made us see the world in different ways and such we were like we don’t say anything about it. BUT THIS SUMMER SHE DECIDED TO SHOW HER LITTLE SISTER YAOI!!!! Because on the gc she said I showed yaoi to my younger sister and when I read that message I got fuckin angry because we both said don’t show yaoi or enforce others to yaoi so that was clear. But no she had to show it to her sister. And when I told her why tf did she do this she responded saying it was a green flag (blossoms of the white night) and I didn’t tell her that this was fucked up because she would get defensive about it so I told my other friends about it and they said yeah that’s fucked up since showing literal gay porn to a child is fucked up like idgaf if it’s a green flag and it’s not toxic it’s still gay porn and showing it to a literal child could have drastic consequences to their life at such a young age. And my ex bsf proceeded to say that now her sister has questions and she’s excited to explain it to her. And when I read that message I knew this was a boundary she crossed with me because not only is this grooming, this is predatory behavior because your showing child straight up gay porn. Like no the moment I read those messages I was like nope fuck this friendship am done with her. And I had to tell other people because they needed to hear what she did to her little sister and everybody I told were right to leave that friendship because they said it’s fucked up because a seven year old brain is still growing and showing two men fuck while being elementary school is fucked up so I left her by herself and let her deal with her mess she made because I am not cleaning it for her she need to see what she has done to herself and her younger sister because am out of that friendship. And later before school started I cut her off because Zeus gave a sing to cut her off from everywhere I had connections so I left the gc, the friendships, ripped bracelets she gave me, and letters for my birthday, over her showing gay poem to her younger sister and her calling me an idiot when I literally tried to save her from not killing herself like she has a mess to clean and am not helping nor wanna help at all. Also I forgot to add she’s in a cult Jehovah witness so since their rules are so strict with same sex relationships, and other stuff it’s gonna be hard on her but am not focusing on her anymore. Am focusing on myself because I need to focus on my mental health more than hers

Hello everyone, I was wondering on how people read yaoi when there at vacation or somewhere that’s not there home, because I went to Arizona to chill before I went to school and I couldent read my yaoi at night since I need to be at home using my iPad to read my daily night yaoi. Besides that let me lore dump you about my life: so since the beginning of 6th grade which I was 10 (don’t ask why I knew yaoi at 10) I used to read yaoi at night with my phone but the problem was I used to sleep in the same room as my parents and sibling and sometimes I would get my phone taken away since it’s night and they wanted me to get good rest so. before we moved I used to read yaoi at night since I couldent read yaoi in the day since I had school and I couldent when I was at home since I did homework and at night was the only free time so I stuck with that. When we moved into a different house and got my own room I read yaoi on my phone but it was before my parents said to leave my phone in the living room so I couldn’t be on it so I lost my phone yaoi privileges and I remembered I had a tablet that I didn’t use and my parents didn’t know I had one so I used the tablet to read my yaoi at night and ever since i switch to my tablet to read yaoi I cannot read yaoi on my phone since I got so used to my tablet. Back to the vacation thing through middle school and highschool (which am currently in) my family would go out of the country or city to go visit places that we liked and since I can’t bring my tablet since it needs WiFi and my hotspot is shit so I can’t read my yaoi and the only way I could only read yaoi is if am at home, with my iPad, only but since we travel time to time I can’t bring it and I feel like am losing out and I could read it on my phone but it’s better on iPad so I would beat myself up for some reason so I need you guys opinion on this (sorry for this long ass rant)

Hello everybody through my 4 almost 5 years with yaoi I noticed 4 things I hate when it comes to yaoi that makes me gag or throw up and people might not agree with it but this is just from my opinion from the amount of yaoi I consumed.
1: the needle, (idk the real name of it it’s just what I call it) that goes inside of the tip for BDSM
2: blood, the only blood that triggers me is when the uses asshole starts to bleed from objects poking inside of their ass or from rough sex and blood from the seems cum like it makes me wanna throw up
3: piss, when the seme refuses the uke to pee they pee during sex or just when the seme dick is good but it fucks up the ukes bladder leading them to pee while having sex
4: when the ukes throw up in general when they sees something disturbing or when they drink to much alcohol where its actual throw up and not rainbow and glitter

Ya so these make me gag or throw up in the middle of the night so yeah pretty bad but what are y’all’s cons????