Fatcatloverr's question (2)

A lot of people in my class bully me because I’m quiet, and they constantly stereotype me without even knowing who I really am. It’s honestly so frustrating and exhausting. I keep trying to remind myself that I shouldn’t care about the opinions of people who treat others badly. The same people who bully me are racist, homophobic, and fascist, so logically I know their opinions shouldn’t matter to me at all, especially when I don’t even respect or like them as people. But even knowing that, their words still hurt and make me feel sad sometimes. I just wish I knew how to stop letting their comments affect me so much. Thankfully, it’s only verbal bullying and not physical

I can't have normal conversation with anyone without making it awkward. I can't even look them in the eyes while talking. always get so nervous and I start sweating alot
In class alot people tried to befriend me but I always messed it up, i feel bad for the people who tried to have normal conversation with me
whyyyy I am so awkward I hate everything