Ray's question (8)

If y'all know of any group chats on instgram to discuss yaoi and other random shit pls add me

Im bitchless, got no social life, literally rotting away and I refuse to talk to AI

Okay so me and gang were discussing "non zero sum" manhwa. Ofcourse we were cursing the author for writing this sick bullshit and the artist for drawing this sick bullshit and shit escalated quickly where I ended up saying "haewon should've unalived himself. Atp he is walking into that living hell all by himself like what's more nightmarish than living like a fucking rape toy. Either run or kys cus running away can't be more harder than bearing with this bullshit?" And gng got all mad at me like "how can you blame the victim over here, haeyoung is clearly manipulating him, he is traumatised and all that, you would've known if it was happening to you." And we ended up arguing. It was so clearly stated in the manhwa that haewon is aware of what's happening with him under the pretext of "this is what friend do" he is aware that he is being abused and raped constantly and that haeyoung is manipulating him yet he keeps running to him.

However, now I am starting to question myself. Were my thoughts really insensitive here? (I js thought that if I was haewon, I'd actually kms, so I'm not sure about others) What do you think?

For me it's tgcf- tian guan ci fu- heaven official's blessings. Super hyperfixated on it since last year and I'm still digging it. Oh and murderer Llewellyn's candlelight dinner invitation, been 6 months.

These are absolute masterpieces. Sometimes I get so excited js by thinking about it to the point I wanna destroy everything

It does not necessarily have to be your biological father to celebrate father's day with. It could be a father figure aswell (someone who felt like father, a role model yk?)

Okay so now after a few years, I've managed to save enough for making a purchase of few books.

Now I'm in this moral dilemma where I have to choose between buying complete tgcf volumes OR Jjk volumes. Jjk is teeny tiny bit more expensive but still in my budget and I want both of them SO FUCKING BAD.

And mind you, I've read them both online but still. My lil bro (10 years old) is hyping me for Jjk and my lil sis (16) is hyping me for tgcf I'll fucking cry, they are no help.

Also I have a bond with tgcf on spiritual level so if you tell me not to buy that I'll cry. But then again, I want Jjk too????? Aahh????

Rating things my parents did:

1. Hand me a rope and make me take accountability when they found out I do self harm. 1/10 (that was over dramatic asf)

2. Throw my sketches, paintings and craft works in trash when I was a kid, twice. 10/10 (I'd do that too if I saw my old artworks lol)

3. Harm me with a knife when I lost a shuttle cork while playing badminton. 1/10 (plus one cus it left a beautiful scar)

4. Tell me to die. Almost everyday? 5/10 (it's a necessary reminder soo)

5. Pretend to act like a happy family infront of others. 9/10 (lol pretending to be happy after getting beaten is funny asf)

6. Take me to waterpark 10/10 (experienced peak happiness)

7. Never appreciate me 4/10 (I get it father, you give away black cat energy.)

8. They provided for me for past 19 years. 3/10 (doesn't it get exhausting? I could never pretend that long to be happy with someone I don't like if if my own child (I'm never having one but lol?))

Lol I'm js so filled with rage rn I wanted to vent pfft

I'll be the alpha sigma male ganster ceo, who is 9 foot tall, has a arm's length cock and which no one can handle (literally, they all die) I wake up in rut, I eat in rut, I sleep in rut. What's work? Fuck that I'll kill them all but the balance in my credit card has no limits (obviously duh) I've so much trauma, my parents are filthy rich but they refuse to let me do what I really want to do (be a gangster) my dad used to abuse me as a child (refused to give me candies cus I'd get cavities) I'm so broken on the inside, the world is shit

Where is my petite little omega with vanilla strawberry carmel pheromones who'll truly understand me for who I am and heal me for greater good and let me have all his candies and get wet for me from all his glands.

You guys can be the omega, omega's abusive parents, my abusive parents, my secretary who's fed up with me, my ex omega boyfriend who is jealous of my current omega or whatever

So all these weird ass questions on this site got to my head and had me thinking bs too

1. What kind of food can be made out of any part of body? (Like for example, nerves can be noodles or nails can be chips) Also I'm not a cannibal sorry to disappoint

2. Why is puh cheese not talked enough about as much as dick cheese :(

To hate me, it is a mandatory requirement to answer both questions. Ily<3