Alexander's experience (6)

From what I remember, my earliest attempt was at 9-10 years old. I don't really remember too much, but I was having a breakdown because I was getting bullied in school. people making a made-up disease and naming it after me, people suddenly going "ew" and immediately taking their hands away after getting informed that what they touched was my belon......   reply

I remember my first wlw relationship. I was in 4th grade while the girl I was seeing was in 5th grade. She first confessed to me, and I was desperate for a relationship at my young age and really curious about what it feels like to date a woman, so I said yes. She gave me cards filled with K-pop lyrics about loving somebody and stuff. I was really ......   5 reply

To be perfectly honest, I wanted to have a fudanshi boyfriend for god knows how long. Ever since I discovered thai bl and moved forward... I genuinely want to have something relatable to talk about to him. And maybe act some of the things out too, but for the most part, just talk. I know I can do this with my friends and all, but its kinda refresh......   reply

To be honest, it depends on the time, day, mood. If I'm feeling kinky, I'd love to think about it after that, and probably ask my partner to do that again. But if somebody rails me to sleep on my midterms and instead of using the time after we did it to study, I pass out... I'd probably be the first to wake up and grab my partner in the neck, stran......   reply

I had depression since I was 9, and it hasnt stopped since. Most of the causes for my depression is: annoying family issues, self worth, bullying that went so deep, my only friends betraying me, and basically living itself. But i had a mental breakdown because of my family and got called by my mom, a wanna-be victim. And its kind of ridiculous to s......   1 reply

I kid u not I dislike those genre of nsfw comics where they have ntr or just ugly ass motherfuckers banging them AND just ugly artstyle in general. Too add more wood to the fire (or whatever it goes by) I absolutely just hate nonsensical plots if its going a bit over the radar of a normal world, nd js lowk ass speeches. Dont get me wrong, I'm not a......   reply