From what I remember, my earliest attempt was at 9-10 years old. I don't really remember too much, but I was having a breakdown because I was getting bullied in school. people making a made-up disease and naming it after me, people suddenly going "ew" and immediately taking their hands away after getting informed that what they touched was my belon...... reply
I kid u not I dislike those genre of nsfw comics where they have ntr or just ugly ass motherfuckers banging them AND just ugly artstyle in general. Too add more wood to the fire (or whatever it goes by) I absolutely just hate nonsensical plots if its going a bit over the radar of a normal world, nd js lowk ass speeches. Dont get me wrong, I'm not a...... reply
To be honest, it depends on the time, day, mood. If I'm feeling kinky, I'd love to think about it after that, and probably ask my partner to do that again. But if somebody rails me to sleep on my midterms and instead of using the time after we did it to study, I pass out... I'd probably be the first to wake up and grab my partner in the neck, stran...... reply
I had depression since I was 9, and it hasnt stopped since. Most of the causes for my depression is: annoying family issues, self worth, bullying that went so deep, my only friends betraying me, and basically living itself. But i had a mental breakdown because of my family and got called by my mom, a wanna-be victim. And its kind of ridiculous to s...... 1 reply
To be perfectly honest, I wanted to have a fudanshi boyfriend for god knows how long. Ever since I discovered thai bl and moved forward... I genuinely want to have something relatable to talk about to him. And maybe act some of the things out too, but for the most part, just talk. I know I can do this with my friends and all, but its kinda refresh...... reply
I did do it when I was younger, I dunno the exact age, but obviously way younger than I was. I didn't actively hunt the girl down or something, but whenever she was mentioned in shit-talking, I would join in too. I bullied her because I felt a sense of superiority after getting bullied myself. And I thought that people would finally accept me, and ...... reply
1. Most people aren't my type. Especially in the country I am, they dont meet my standards and also cause they dont want me either. Which is fair, since I am mid. Im not really chopped to the bone (i think) but i dont think I'm a 10/10. I'm like, a 7-8/10 at best with makeup. I feel like my standards arent THAT high, just be a decent fucking human ...... reply
I don't wanna be some sort of Ayanokoji wannabe or a "dak psychology" believer or something. But I'm really attentive to details about people. It's something I always remember in the back of my mind and replay it over and over again, especially complaints or talks of experience. Like, "That person literally complained to me about how bad people are, but she's just as bad!" and recently, i cut all contacts of the person i was so sure of growing old with [we're not dating, just one sided feelings] I wont get into all of the details, but he sends me stuff that said "idgaf if u wet my shirt w/ ur tears, as long as that you're not suffering alone" and cute stuff like that. and I remember he reposted a video that said something about communicating directly instead of just reposting stuff directed to people. And I recently confronted him about his actions nd all of that, and now he made a ChatGPT apology and ran. When I contacted him a few days later, he acted like HE was doing me a favor by talking back in half-assed replies and saying how he's trying to make himself better nd stuff. I forgot all of the instances where, as the title says, but... I always had a feeling that I wanted to be excluded from things. like people taking punishments except for me yk
Back in like mid 2025, I became friends with this girl, let's call her Rusame, since she likes Rusame.... anyway, we weren't really "friends" at that point. We had some history together since I transferred into her school 2 years ago. We were both "weird" and shunned by society nd allat. We just officially became friends after my first year there. And then, on July 16, the start of our semester, we became close, and I introduced her to my friends. I won't get into all the details, but basically... she [kind of] likes this one friend, and a month ago, my friend group [which she is also in] talked about how they hate her. Being a really great friend, I informed her about the shittalk. Now, it's just me, her, and another friend who took her side. Ik I should be in some other shit to talk about this, but hold up. Now my story is, I had this crush on a dude who happened to be my bsf[ex now]. I was bi at the time. He understood me more than anyone ever had since I was fighting depression at the time. Rusame also liked me, but I liked the guy more. I mean, she didn't like LIKE me. It wasn't a crush or anything. Just basically a reserved spot for me. just like all of her very close friends [ that are women], and she came out recently that because of her trauma, she hated all men, and thought she'd be a lesbian forever. When I remember a video she reposted, talking about how they wouldn't mind dating a friend, it stuck with me. At the time, I was actively losing feelings for the guy since his actions came into light. [just lmk if u want a story for that one] but anyway, a few days ago, I asked her if she would date me, and she said "in a point, yeah" which is really big to me. And to give u a bit about us: she really trusted me a lot that day onward after I told her what they were saying about her, and we hung out at church a lot [just in the fields near it, I'm an ex-Christian but ppl still see me as a Christian anyway] whenever we say goodbye to each other with kisses on the cheek. And at some point, we went under each other's shirts to feel our bras in school, JUST AT THE ENTRANCE OF MY SECTION. But during one of our convos at our hangout spot, she talked about how she felt like she was kinda becoming aro ace because of the friend she kinda had feelings for. And idk if I'm becoming manipulative or something, but I made plans on how to get her to like me/ trust me. giving her candies she likes, nd stuff like that... so should I hit the target?
did shakespearian level dirty talk
