Ive been dating this dude for for weeks now, and I'm super happy about my life right now. He was my best friend from my first year, we broke of a little, and now we're together again. I was always the first one to like him, I already confessed to him multiple times even during the first year we had together, and he obviously rejected me at first, but then after breaking up for 4 months, we've learned to understand each other better. One of our issue was how I was. Dissatisfied how I feel that my thoughts and emotions arent being reciprocated. But we've talked it out about how that's just who he is. Everyday in class there will be a moment where I'm caught off guard and then he just kisses me on the cheek, absolutely caught off guard. He'd also go down so we can hold hands and sometimes kiss my cheek. And as well as he squishes my leg and it feels so non-sexual. It's not my first time dating a guy, but irl? Yeah, first time. The first man Ive dated was some dude I met on a game (yes terrible ik) and he was asking for my nudes and a of that stuff and my other dating experiences are just with a bunch of women.
I'm his first and he's the absolute cutest and sweetest. Hes shy and he's afraid of what people say (ik ppl see it as a bad thing) he's socially awkward. I remember being addicted to SH a few weeks ago (I'm clean now) and he's always begging me to stop, celebrating how I became clean, and just caring for my well being. I'm surprised what the appeal is with toxic men? I think (unpopular opinion but it'll be popular since he's the sweetest) but you guys should really go for SWEET guys okay? Also preferably not insecure when you have a favorite character, they won't pop up irl, trust me.
