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the Caleb discourse on twt rn is funny as fuck. it's one of the stupidest drama I've ever see, I'm not even in Ladstwt lmao

I have no interest in LADS before since I'm not in their target audience but now I'm kinda interested in the LI especially Caleb.
is there anyway to play the game on PC? my phone is too old for this lol

I've been reading hunter gonna lay low and do you want me to write a love letter (seriously why is the title so long idk if that's the correct one) so recommend me more I've been in the mood for reading lately

what is up with new manhwa and starting the story with sex before it flashback to the the actual start of the story. like I know starting with conflict/hype/hot part of the story and then flashback is nothing new, but i feel (keyword: FEEL) there's a lot of manhwa that start with sex now. due to my short term memory I can't provide an example so just trust me bro

is it actually shut down it's so quiet I'm left behind on the news
pls I'm desperate the uploader only update there and it's stop updated here long before the web stop working for me
I've been waiting for the final chapters of containment zone management I'm going insane. it's been left on a cliff hanger too

how do ppl find new music
i just realized I've been replaying the same music from a playlist I made in 2022.
after that I mostly listen to video game ost. I didn't actually stop listening to new stuff I just have trouble finding the one I like. in the span of 3 years I think I added like 14 song to a new playlist. I also don't have an artist I'm a big fan of, at most I'd listen to 4 song from their whole discography but that's it.

and recently I've been going insane from listening to the same songs over and over again so idk. afraid to try new things but also sick of playing the same stuff. how do ppl find out what they like.

also recommend me your favorite song cuz why not

So I heard the UK is now blocking every nsfw content out there and they need to submit their ID to see it again. And recently Steam have also removed game that is labeled nsfw and adults game due to payment processers demand.

I'm genuinely so scared what will happened next. I mean my country have always ban certain websites (this one too) and some nsfw artist account on Twitter. if western countries decided to ban more things I'm pretty fucking sure they'd start tightening up and ban more stuff.

what's even more worrying is Steam is forced to take down their content by payment processors AND a lobbying group to "protect children" which is bs. Steam has always have content filter and even when I turn it off I still get the notification that it's an adult game.

I'm worried how they'd enforce this. Giving up my ID to third party group to verify my age? hell no. Even my own government couldn't protect my data. and in the UK they'd use your device history and browser history to verify?? isn't that fucking insane

I honestly don't care if a story have green red or black flag but I'm just confused on how ppl judge a story. I was reading The Story of Monster and Asuka and obv I want more of the monster x human dynamic so I look up the list to see if someone has already made a monsterfucker list.

but why do ppl put this story on green flag/healthy relationship list? and unproblematic? have we lost the plot??
the seme is a monster. besides the size difference (that could be harmful to he human), the monster regularly broke in to his house and invade his privacy. he also made pervy remarks all the time, tho the mc is fine with it. and this is put on the GREENEST of green flag.
I understand since he's a monster he is the greenest flag but this relationship is far from the greenest and unproblematic.
I can't trust others list ig

I was talking to someone I just met and I hit with the realization that I have nothing. no hobby, no interest, nothing to talk about.
I can't really talk about yaoi I might as well say my favorite past time is watching porn.

I used to be a movie watcher, an actual book reader, and somewhat of a drawer. but I've been depressed these past years that I lost interest. I don't keep up with movies and even animation shows or anime, I lost interest on it too. I only read yaoi now, I tried to pick up a pencil and I feel sick cuz I forgot how to draw. i feel terrible.

and I know I still like these things. I've watch mickey 17 with my family and I loved it, I watch it till the end. but when I tried watching something on my own I'd lost motivation in the middle and stop it indefinitely. I like arts, I still find some joy in fanart and doodles. but I just couldn't start.

I know this is a sensitive time period but do any of you have a good account/site for male whimpers or moan? I didn't know I'm into that but Sunday's r34 make me feel some type of way and I need more.

I don't want to open a random porn vid the moan sounds fake it doesn't hit the same:(
kinda like the sounds guys make when they plank for so long? I'd search it up on tiktok later but I dont have my phone with me

how do you haggle prices online? I want to buy second hand stuff but idk how to haggle. for example yesterday I bought a idr 75k mesh top ($4,5) and I got it for idr 60k ($3,5) including shipping. I really want to bring it down more to 35k ($2) lol but I don't really know what the prices is supposed to be.
rn I'm eyeing a 4 jt rp ($240) used camera and I don't want to fumble the deal T^T

i don't play hsr anymore but gah damn phaidei is probably the best yaoi that has come out of hoyo

back to my original question, why are most (I say most since that's what I've seen on r34) bottom maydei art is trans maydei. I MEAN ITS GOOD DONT GET ME WRONG but is trans maydei a popular hc?

also maydei pussy

any story with suicidal themes in it. something like 16647 perhaps.

and I mean completely block anything they do away from my sight. there's some annoying guy in the question section that brings nothing but negativity. everytime I see their post this site instantly get 1985x worse. just keep whining and being homophobic like god shut up already, are you that obsessed?
no love like christian hate huh

let's stop getting depressed of the future and share your album (the album here) that's filled with smut. or whatever.
it could be yours or someone else.

side note I love ppl that meticulously file the smut they read. they'd have album like "missionary" "making out" "moaning" "crazy SFX" or other category that catch their interest. thank you perverts o7

anyone have read the novel? what are your thoughts and is the manhwa doing it justice or did they change or leave out some parts. like is Dimitri background every explained?
I really want to read it but if the content is the same I don't really want to bother. I feel like the manhwa left when it's starting to get good so I was wondering if there's more in the novel

i have something important coming up but I really really don't feel any motivation to do it, even when my future depends on it. i know and aware it's a very big deal and me dragging my feet and delaying it is self sabotage but I just couldn't make myself move, for some reason. my body don't want to. my mind is split, half is constantly yelling at me to do it and the other just want to lay down and die than do it.
this also extend to my well being. I'd rarely go out or drink water. i know dry lips mean I'm dehydrated and I really don't want kidney stone, but I just... don't have it in me to just move and take a few sips of water. i dont know what's wrong with me

for reference I'm a trans guy but idk how guys talk cuz I never talk to a guy or grow up with one outside of my family.
I befriend a guy on a game and this one start normal until he asked my age. he's 18, I'm older than him. he immediately say he likes to jerk off ??? he say it's boys stuff when I ask why he said that
is this how boys normally talk?
he also likes to jerk off, every five minutes he'd say "I'll jerk off later"
what am I supposed to say to that
we play on co-op for awhile and everything is fine and dandy
we agreed to watch a movie through discord cuz I haven't seen one in awhile (the game we're playing reference it alot) and it's better than his earlier suggestions of watching hentai together
he's also straight curious, gay people doesn't deter him so he's not homophobic maybe, he also have seen Mignon (the boxer and vampire doctor animation, which ok wow) and some other gay hentai I think

he either trolling me and find my reaction funny or an actual gooner

since the discussion of the depiction of women's beauty usually is in straight romance, is there any Yuri with mc that have inconveniential features?

PLS READ when I say "ugly" it means unconventionally attractive compared to the rest of the cast. DON'T recommend a story that has "ugly" character but they're still depicted pleasantly, ex. maomao from apothecary diaries is considered and written as someone who is bland or "ugly"/not attractive but she's still drawn cutely. do you get what I mean??

if top x top basically meant fighting for dominance cuz they both want to top and the more "dominant" one gets to top, what would bottom x bottom would look like? is it the same fight for dominance? what if they're both sub

I know when I screenshot a panel in Webtoon it sent me a warning of some kind. can I do it over and over again or will it know that I'm capturing all of it and send me to the pit of Tartarus (banned) pls help me out