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i just finished watching banana fish, apparently its sad. Is it supposed to be sad? lmao i think im broken, did i miss something??? ╥﹏╥ idk. Did yall cry when you watched it?

What are your favourite movies? I’ve gone through phases of liking specific movies but I’d have to say the two that really stuck with me were:
1. Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind
2. Monster (2023)
I love so many of the ghibli films but Nausicaä is by far my favourite (Im a man of taste) though Princess Mononoke is a very solid second.
And I watched monster last summer and I just keep going back to it in my mind. Its phenomenal and SO interesting.

Also if y’all have any movie recs I’ll happily take them!!

No cause like genuinely all my friends think I’m gay, and her family thinks we’re dating too, esp now that I just visited them last weekend.
Do they know something we don’t?
I don’t think it helps that I dress like a lesbian and have short hair, or that I drive a Subaru….

Fuck.

Ok I’ve been chatting w this girl on sincerely (the app where you can send anonymous letters)
We’ve been flirting a bit and I usually don’t do this cause it genuinely grosses me out but I’m enjoying it sm.
she’s so nice and sweet and gives the best compliments.
The problem is I’m trans, she’s into me but I don’t wanna let her down. She asked me if I had a girlfriend and I said ‘no, idk if ive ever had a crush on anyone before’, cause I genuinely don’t know. I’m attracted to guys for sure but I have been to girls as well. I genuinely don’t know if I’m bi or if I’m aromantic cause I’m equally into everybody (or equally NOT into everybody), I just don’t know if its romantic interest or just ‘wow I want to be your best friend’
Anyways we’re in completely different time zones, she goes to bed, I eat lunch, I get in bed she wakes up.
But I’m acting so clingyyyy like my hearts going rn. She messaged me good morning but she’s probably busy cause she hasn’t responded since. And I’m clicking on our messages trying to refresh constantly.
Like I haven’t felt this way in so long. Idk if I have a crush on her or if I just love talking to her but wow I just wanna talk to her so bad right now.


Ok back on topic, I genuinely don’t know what to do, I usually write stuff like this in my letters on sincerely but she’s on there so I can’t.
And I don’t have social media either so we ONLY message on that app even though it’s inconvenient.
I wanna keep talking to her but idk if I should bring up the fact that I’m trans, I mean the chance that this goes anywhere is slim but she’s just so nice.
Like I wanna invite her over and chef her up. Like a 5 course meal type shit.
Ok last thing her name means sweet honey in Arabic, like if that isn’t the most perfect thing ever.
Lol I’m not expecting anybody to actually read all that
Prob gonna delete too this is hella embarrassing

What anime fandom do you hate the most or parts of certain fandoms

for me it might be the fanon haikyuu fans

I may be a bad texter (horrifically bad texter) and I just remembered that someone texted me, so I went to their messages and found out they texted me last AUGUST and I just now remembered. I have another one from Feb 2023 but I think that’s too far gone. Idek if I should respond anymore, I like these people but idk if they like me after (unintentionally) ghosting them lmao. help

What music are you guys listening to?
Give me one of your ‘popular’ tracks and one ‘niche’ tracks, I wanna see if I know any of them.
And if you feel like it, give me your ‘everyone needs to hear this at least one time before they die’ tracks.
:)

What anime has gotten you through the toughest times of your life or the anime that you relate to or is meaningful to you

Ok I’m genuinely wondering why y’all hate dicks so much.
Many people on this site read gay porn and still get a jump scare when the dicks are uncensored. You do realise you’re reading stories about two guys having sex right?!? And guys and have dicks?
Why’re y’all so afraid of shlongs?

Like literally every comment section I go to where it’s either uncensored or has an uncensored version. People are commenting “where’s the lightsaber?” Or “wow that was a jump scare”
I’m just wondering why dicks scare you guys so much

How much are dreams related to unconscious vs desire?

Through the years living on this planet I’ve gone through quite a few different phases trying to label my sexuality and self and have pretty much accepted that I don’t need to label anything as it’s nobody’s business unless I want them to know. HOWEVER, that is mostly because I genuinely have no fucking clue who I could be attracted to or ‘like’.
Yes, I have eyes. Yes, I think everyone’s gorgeous, I obviously have no preference physically, and my type in friends are nerds so there’s that I guess but romantically and sexually, you’ve lost me.
I feel pretty evenly ‘attracted’ to all genders but don’t know if that’s evenly ‘I like everyone’ or ‘I like absolutely no one’……
When people have approached me in the past with romantic intentions it’s genuinely felt like I was dying. BUT I LITERALLY CRAVE THE WARMTH OF OTHER PEOPLE.

It’s not like I don’t think about being attracted to people. Basically every friend I’ve had, I’ve had a moment where I at least think ‘wait am I attracted to them?!?!?’ And then proceed to spend the next week trying to imagine it and just deciding I enjoy their attention and hanging out with them.
Sure I’ve definitely had a few female friends that I’ve been 100% in love with, but once again in a ‘you are genuinely the light in my life, I’m so happy you exist’ kind of way.

ANYWAYS getting to the dream part; Despite my complete and utter lack of experience in the realm of sexual activities, I’ve had multiple dreams about doing various things with women. But not a single dream about men. I find this really interesting on multiple levels.
I’m wondering about whether I have dreams about having sex with women because I was thinking about the possibility of be being gay and less (never) because I don’t think about my attraction to men as much?

If I’m being completely fr if a few certain women kissed me I really don’t think I’d be mad. But ALSO I have no problem thinking about having sex with ‘theoretical’ people but once I put faces to those people I start to get put off. Same with romance.
I’ve kind of generally decided that my requirements consist of
1. Being the little spoon
2. Snuggling
3. Being happy and eating together
But even that I’m like where tf do I find someone like that. Me and my bestie do that but she had a boyfriend and it’s not really romantic. Like in those examples it’s like I wanna SNUGGLE YOU not snuggle you cause you’re my friend? I just think I’m crazy nvm.

I just really have no clue what is going on with the sparse amount of braincells working in my little adhd brain. Which is a whole other part of this that I won’t get into.

Anyways I doubt anyone is gonna read this whole ass novel but if you did thanks

TLDR: no clue what the FUCK my sexuality is (maybe some kind of ace?) but I have suggestive dreams w/ women. Help?

Do you guys want to die (or maybe not) but you still have enough attachment to something that you wont die yet?
Like i wanna die but i still want to see luffy become pirate king lmao when he finally does tho i might dramatically jump off a cliff with some crazy ass music
i also cant die till i FULLY plan out my funeral like it has to be the dumbest thing someone will ever go to lol

Gimme the last song you listened to and be fr. I wanna judge y’all’s music taste. (And or gain some recs)

Can all of you get a life PLEASEEEE (unless you already have one then you’re not the problem).
Like idgaf about all the drama or whatever the fuck has been going on for the past couple months, but GOD it’s genuinely embarrassing.
Why we picking fights over random shit now too? AND THEN POSTING ABOUT IT.

I know it’s too much to ask to read in peace, but it would be nice if we toned it down a bit.

I mean maybe y’all just wanna air out all your dirty laundry so other strangers on the internet can see, but I feel like that’s usually what dms are for <3

Free will is awesome, but genuinely who is making friends on an illegal porn website please do other things.

Thanks

IK Im gonna get roasted for wanting this to stop but I’m genuinely just tired of seeing this shit happen LMAO