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Bitch I deleted the last one because I pressed the wrong button.
Retry lol
Retry lol
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I could feel the warmth of my father, patting me on the back, the sun, glistening on my shoulders while I sob, snot running down my nose, tears streaming down my face, the warmth, aching in my heart...
I felt so... calm. So... at peace... the feeling of the scars on my arm stung while my father gives me a hug and continues patting my back.
I cry so hard I start hiccuping, it felt as though a weight was lifted off my shoulder. He looked me in the eyes, smiled warmly and said, "I love you, my
daughter, dont forget that." I cried once more.
Afterwards, I got a headache. Father had a big wet spot on his shirt from my tears, and mother was cooking. I felt tired, it had been a long journey, keeping things bottled up. So, I went to bed. And for the first time in so long, I slept peacefully.
I felt so... calm. So... at peace... the feeling of the scars on my arm stung while my father gives me a hug and continues patting my back.
I cry so hard I start hiccuping, it felt as though a weight was lifted off my shoulder. He looked me in the eyes, smiled warmly and said, "I love you, my
daughter, dont forget that." I cried once more.
Afterwards, I got a headache. Father had a big wet spot on his shirt from my tears, and mother was cooking. I felt tired, it had been a long journey, keeping things bottled up. So, I went to bed. And for the first time in so long, I slept peacefully.
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Okay, so I saw someone vent and I wanted to express my emotions, too, so just click off since this isnt important. Why am I so fucking worthless and pathetic why cant I be a good child, fhe obedient child, the child everyone wants??? WHY? IS THAT SO HARD TO ASK FOR? SO WHY DO I HAVE TO BE BORN LIKE THIS?I HATE LIFE SO MUCH I WANT TO DIE BUT IM TOO MUCH OF A COWARD so ill cut my arm instead, but then ill be ugly, and now I cant stop so what do I do? WHY DOES EVERYONE ASK ME WHY I DO IT? I DONT KNOW, OKAY? So please, just give me a hug...
Thats all, okay. I just want a hug, someone to tell me, "It's alright, its not your fault, I love you, you're worth so much to me." Please... I dont want to live like this, I want to be happy, Ibdont want to make everything about me anymore... I want to laugh with everyone else.
But why cant I? I start cutting my hair too, now Im hideous, I just want to be left alone, but I want to cry in someones arms, like I did when I was a child, please, allow me to, I want to feel the warmth, the feeling of safety... not just a stuffed animal. Human warmth... Oh, it feels nice to be able to finally cry in someones arms, be told, "its okay, i love you, its not your fault." Thank you so much, father, this was all I longed for.
Thats all, okay. I just want a hug, someone to tell me, "It's alright, its not your fault, I love you, you're worth so much to me." Please... I dont want to live like this, I want to be happy, Ibdont want to make everything about me anymore... I want to laugh with everyone else.
But why cant I? I start cutting my hair too, now Im hideous, I just want to be left alone, but I want to cry in someones arms, like I did when I was a child, please, allow me to, I want to feel the warmth, the feeling of safety... not just a stuffed animal. Human warmth... Oh, it feels nice to be able to finally cry in someones arms, be told, "its okay, i love you, its not your fault." Thank you so much, father, this was all I longed for.
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I literally have no friends. Not online and not in real life xD
No joke. Sad times bro.
No joke. Sad times bro.
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K that should be enough
When he said he's writing a novel about killing people first hand he want some first hand experience, what the fuck kind of novel is that? Bitch writing an autobiography or some shit. But like, earlier today i was at school and this girl who rides home with me started talking to me about how she would kill someone and I was like huh that would be a pretty interesting book it went like this
I want to be a person who studies corpses as a cover, but in secret I'm really just looking for the best way to kill a person. Find their skin cells and put it under a microscope. Which poison can be injected in disappear within 3 hours or less? Experiment experiment experiment on the skin cells. Once you find one that actually works, kill a real person. Evidence is hidden and taken care of. You record the screams of them when they realize you are taking their lives away from them. You then put that screaming audio into a Build-A-Bear and send it to their family, so everyone can hear the dying screams of their child. And then you hide the evidence by burying them deep into the ground and putting an endangered plant on top of the burial site, because endangered plants are illegal to dig up. (⊙…⊙ )
Holy fuckshit. I don't understand how this girl could come up with such an elaborate killing plan, but the moment she said it I was like "Omg its just like the killer from Blind Play maybe thats the novel he's writing" wtf I hope thats what its about i would totally read that horror novel or see that movie if someone put someones dying screams into a Build-A-Bear and sent it to their families yesss
K that should be enough
When he said he's writing a novel about killing people first hand he want some first hand experience, what the fuck kind of novel is that? Bitch writing an autobiography or some shit. But like, earlier today i was at school and this girl who rides home with me started talking to me about how she would kill someone and I was like huh that would be a pretty interesting book it went like this
I want to be a person who studies corpses as a cover, but in secret I'm really just looking for the best way to kill a person. Find their skin cells and put it under a microscope. Which poison can be injected in disappear within 3 hours or less? Experiment experiment experiment on the skin cells. Once you find one that actually works, kill a real person. Evidence is hidden and taken care of. You record the screams of them when they realize you are taking their lives away from them. You then put that screaming audio into a Build-A-Bear and send it to their family, so everyone can hear the dying screams of their child. And then you hide the evidence by burying them deep into the ground and putting an endangered plant on top of the burial site, because endangered plants are illegal to dig up. (⊙…⊙ )
Holy fuckshit. I don't understand how this girl could come up with such an elaborate killing plan, but the moment she said it I was like "Omg its just like the killer from Blind Play maybe thats the novel he's writing" wtf I hope thats what its about i would totally read that horror novel or see that movie if someone put someones dying screams into a Build-A-Bear and sent it to their families yesss
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Becoming a boy with a vagina or becoming a girl with a dick
Before you put down in the comments let me answer some questions....
I am weird
I am bi
I did this out of curiosity
I am a girl
I am younger than Jimin and older than calliou 9 years..... ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
Before you put down in the comments let me answer some questions....
I am weird
I am bi
I did this out of curiosity
I am a girl
I am younger than Jimin and older than calliou 9 years..... ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
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Is it illegal for korean comics to protray two minors having sex with eachother?? Because I've never seen a korean comic that has two highschoolers doing it...also is that why in korean bls all the sexual stuff they do always happens when they're in university??
When your reading a manga or manhwa and you see the characters having good friends and family and having fun, do you ever just feel sad and happy at the same time? Like you want that kind of friends and family, you're like jealous of it but your also happy cuz the scene makes you happy and it makes you happy that the characters have that?
Lol idk. Cuz I sometimes cry about it lmao
Lol idk. Cuz I sometimes cry about it lmao
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sorry can i just vent to you for a sec my uncle is so fucking annoying i went over to his house for pizza and when no one was around he started talking about shit i didnt even ask like "you dont know nothing" and im like "yea you dont know nothing either" and then hes like talking about how "people like me" im assuming he means the lgbt community get shot and killed on the streets, or are killed in jail if they ever go to jail (cause hes a policeman) and i'm like bruh do i look like i fucking care if i die? i try so hard to be the zen one in the family always smiling on the outside always trying to cheer everyone up i always ask how everyones day has been and if they ate that morning and i am nice to literally everyone except my older sister but thats cause shes a bitch to me, but thats not important. why does literally everyone in the world put me down and tell me i'm stupid and i cant do anything right and im worthless and a mistake and im not supposed to be here and i should just go off and kill myself and no one would care and everyone hates me and the world is against me but the world doesnt even know who i am so how do they hate me im irrelevant to everything i dont have a purpose.
If everyone i know gonna be telling me that, and then get mad when i say something about my mental health that i am anything less than happy, i'm the one thats blamed for it, or my friends are "toxic" when they are the only one's who even listen to me. Yall i love my immediate family, but everyone else in my family i fucking hate and they hate me too. We're supposed to be family and look out for each other but all they looking out for is that insurance money they'd get after they wait for me to kms.
Yall expect me to keep up this act but it is so goddamn hard and i try like on a scale of 1 to 10 of acting, i'm like an 11 i could be a professional. Thats how bad its gotten lately sorry for venting i just really hate my uncle rn
And then he gonna tell me after all these "warnings" more like threats if i dont turn straight. he gonna tell me "i'm only telling you all this cause i love you thiissssssssssss much" bitch if you loved me you would let me leave your house like hoe i just came here for pizza my goddddd
If everyone i know gonna be telling me that, and then get mad when i say something about my mental health that i am anything less than happy, i'm the one thats blamed for it, or my friends are "toxic" when they are the only one's who even listen to me. Yall i love my immediate family, but everyone else in my family i fucking hate and they hate me too. We're supposed to be family and look out for each other but all they looking out for is that insurance money they'd get after they wait for me to kms.
Yall expect me to keep up this act but it is so goddamn hard and i try like on a scale of 1 to 10 of acting, i'm like an 11 i could be a professional. Thats how bad its gotten lately sorry for venting i just really hate my uncle rn
And then he gonna tell me after all these "warnings" more like threats if i dont turn straight. he gonna tell me "i'm only telling you all this cause i love you thiissssssssssss much" bitch if you loved me you would let me leave your house like hoe i just came here for pizza my goddddd
if so rec me some J rock songs/playlists
punk/indie/alt rock preferred but anything is fine
punk/indie/alt rock preferred but anything is fine
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I just found out that Jimin from bts birthday is three days after mine and he was born in the pig year just like me....... Itsss surprising(⊙…⊙ )
Taking out anger
Stressful
Blind rage
Trauma
PTSD
Depression
Existential crisis
These things can be common reasons why serial killers exist. Unfortunately, we can't really know the reason why people kill. We can predict their killings, somehow, I mean I can't cause I'm not a detective or whatever but there's people for that. But nowadays killing is so much easier than it used to be, ya know? You would think it would be sooo much harder what with all the technology and cameras but it's pretty easy.
Anonymous chat rooms
Several different email addresses
Children online
Group suicide pacts
It's easy to convince already depressed kids nowadays to commit suicide online, because they were probably already thinking about it and all they needed was that one extra push, someone to either bully them into doing it, or to promise to do it with them but then make them do it by themselves, and move on to the next group of kids whose parents don't care about them all that much and let them use the internet and all these toxic social medias, even when there are terrifying things like this out there. And it can hardly ever be traced back to you. And you keep doing it, and the kids keep going missing.
Its too easy to kill and erase evidence today, even if it's harder to do it out in the open. So I propose some kind of blockade. Children with no common sense, who don't know any better. Maybe it should be like a law in society, that kids under the age of 12 should not have access to the internet. Because they are more vulnerable to these things than 13 - adults are. And I would be saying, even past 16 if we didn't need them nowadays to do our schoolwork and look up links for quizzes and shit. But like, 12 year old's are in 6th grade I believe so it's not that important to have access yet I don't think, I don't remember.
Thats why I don't have social media, it's too easy. Everyone on here, I'm sure, has at least SOME heavy depression that they are hiding and I propose maybe if not possible for 12 to not have phones any longer, maybe not allowed to have social media or be a part of any online chatrooms or whatever until.... 14-16? When the transition into being a teenager has mostly died down maybe. This way you are less vulnerable to predators online telling you to go kys cause of all the bs excuses they use.
Sorry it was so long I just needed to say all that cause I'm too shy to say it in my speech class when we were talking about serial killers today.
Stressful
Blind rage
Trauma
PTSD
Depression
Existential crisis
These things can be common reasons why serial killers exist. Unfortunately, we can't really know the reason why people kill. We can predict their killings, somehow, I mean I can't cause I'm not a detective or whatever but there's people for that. But nowadays killing is so much easier than it used to be, ya know? You would think it would be sooo much harder what with all the technology and cameras but it's pretty easy.
Anonymous chat rooms
Several different email addresses
Children online
Group suicide pacts
It's easy to convince already depressed kids nowadays to commit suicide online, because they were probably already thinking about it and all they needed was that one extra push, someone to either bully them into doing it, or to promise to do it with them but then make them do it by themselves, and move on to the next group of kids whose parents don't care about them all that much and let them use the internet and all these toxic social medias, even when there are terrifying things like this out there. And it can hardly ever be traced back to you. And you keep doing it, and the kids keep going missing.
Its too easy to kill and erase evidence today, even if it's harder to do it out in the open. So I propose some kind of blockade. Children with no common sense, who don't know any better. Maybe it should be like a law in society, that kids under the age of 12 should not have access to the internet. Because they are more vulnerable to these things than 13 - adults are. And I would be saying, even past 16 if we didn't need them nowadays to do our schoolwork and look up links for quizzes and shit. But like, 12 year old's are in 6th grade I believe so it's not that important to have access yet I don't think, I don't remember.
Thats why I don't have social media, it's too easy. Everyone on here, I'm sure, has at least SOME heavy depression that they are hiding and I propose maybe if not possible for 12 to not have phones any longer, maybe not allowed to have social media or be a part of any online chatrooms or whatever until.... 14-16? When the transition into being a teenager has mostly died down maybe. This way you are less vulnerable to predators online telling you to go kys cause of all the bs excuses they use.
Sorry it was so long I just needed to say all that cause I'm too shy to say it in my speech class when we were talking about serial killers today.
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Im really bored... Do you have any recommendations??? Like watch this video or listen this, play this game...
Recently, My Aunt told me about her child being rebellious.
1. Her 2nd Child cursed her because her 2nd child and eldest child have fought because of their love lives and house chores.
2. Then her youngest child told their family that he will kill them during their bedtime.
This really freaks me out and her children are one of our best cousins, I have (especially the youngest child)
Are they suffering in mental health??
1. Her 2nd Child cursed her because her 2nd child and eldest child have fought because of their love lives and house chores.
2. Then her youngest child told their family that he will kill them during their bedtime.
This really freaks me out and her children are one of our best cousins, I have (especially the youngest child)
Are they suffering in mental health??
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Okay so my mother has done some things to me over the past year and i wanna talk about them. one time she beat me with a belt until it broke for not completing my schoolwork on time. she constantly yelled at me for being slow or not understanding something. shes always calling me a crybaby and shit and making me cry. shes constantly taking away everything from me (she's actually had my phone for 4 months) she never wants me outside, but she claims she loves me? like she always buys me things and hugs me and tells me that she loves and cares for me. i love her but she puts me through so much pain and i really wanna leave her side but i never can. i just wanna be happy. i wanna vent to someone but it always feels like no one else cares. i really just wannna end it all. Is she abusive or am i just overreacting? i really do love her but it feels like she doesn't love me. Anyways this kinda turned into a vent so uh bye ig.
Just got my first shot today and I'm honestly super nervous about the scary side effects everyone keeps talking about. My prof said his arm swelled up to the size of a baseball and I haven't really felt anything- Anyone else here get the vaccine?
