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Heyyy I lack quite a bit of social skills and since a young age I have had trouble maintaining friendships. I think a little bit different then the average person because of reasons just like my family. I never knew how to maintain friendships so I started acting different to keep the friendships going. The way I started behaving tho was basically acting really retarded. People laugh constantly at my dumb behaviour but it keeps the friendship ongoing for a while, because they like my company just in a way that messes with my self esteem. I always wanted to make people laugh and enjoy my company but I'm not good at making jokes I suck. I also don't really share the same humour with people so this was the only way to keep people near me. Also I don't really share the same interests with a lot of people and find it difficult to talk about subjects that we can talk about that keeps a friendship going.
The problem is tho that people underestimate me a lot. They think that I'm easy to use because of how retarded I act. After a while they don't really see me anymore as a person you should respect and start using me and such then it just develops into a very toxic friendship.
I'm constantly the laughing stock and the things they think of (my) behaviour keeps floating in my head. When I walk over the street I get sooo self conscious. I constantly think everyone must think I am so stupid. I litteraly can not even talk to people I might be able to become friends with because of age and such, because I think they don't want to talk to me cause they think I'm dumb or cringey etc.
Most of the toxic friendships I'm no longer in, but I have some newer friends and I really don't want to mess it up this time. Every time we are in a discord voice call as a group. They only laugh about my stupid behaviour it makes me so insecure after the calls. It really is messing bad with my mental well being right now since of the lockdowns and all it got so much worse. I quit studying because I was so scared of being judged so basically social contact. I am even to self conscious to go to the supermarket I can't go alone. I know that I should just stop acting so retarded but since I have been doing this basically my whole life I do it unconsciously. Every time when I feel like I'm not pleasing someone enough with making their time enjoyable with me. I start acting like that. I know I might need help from a professional but I'm not financially capable to do so and my health insurance doesn't cover it. So basically my questions do you have any tips for me to help get a healthier base for a friendship?
The problem is tho that people underestimate me a lot. They think that I'm easy to use because of how retarded I act. After a while they don't really see me anymore as a person you should respect and start using me and such then it just develops into a very toxic friendship.
I'm constantly the laughing stock and the things they think of (my) behaviour keeps floating in my head. When I walk over the street I get sooo self conscious. I constantly think everyone must think I am so stupid. I litteraly can not even talk to people I might be able to become friends with because of age and such, because I think they don't want to talk to me cause they think I'm dumb or cringey etc.
Most of the toxic friendships I'm no longer in, but I have some newer friends and I really don't want to mess it up this time. Every time we are in a discord voice call as a group. They only laugh about my stupid behaviour it makes me so insecure after the calls. It really is messing bad with my mental well being right now since of the lockdowns and all it got so much worse. I quit studying because I was so scared of being judged so basically social contact. I am even to self conscious to go to the supermarket I can't go alone. I know that I should just stop acting so retarded but since I have been doing this basically my whole life I do it unconsciously. Every time when I feel like I'm not pleasing someone enough with making their time enjoyable with me. I start acting like that. I know I might need help from a professional but I'm not financially capable to do so and my health insurance doesn't cover it. So basically my questions do you have any tips for me to help get a healthier base for a friendship?
Before you read understand this might sound selfish. Thank you.
For Christmas my mother got me a bed frame. I’ve been wanting this black metal bed frame for the longest time. She got it for me and she showed a picture to me of what it looked like. It does have part of what I want. But it also has this awful orange colored wood for bedposts. She asked me if I liked it and I said yes. But in my head I’m thinking of ways to tell her I don’t particularly love it. I know it can be returned. And we may be able to find a cheaper option for the bed frame I originally wanted. But I don’t know if I should tell her. I talked to my sister about this and she said I sounded a little selfish and that I should probably just deal with it. But with something as expensive and long lasting as a bed frame wouldn’t it be better to get what you actually want rather than being unsatisfied?
My sister also suggested painting the wood black, which would make it look more appealing (and I would be willing to do). But painting the bedposts would also require me to confront my mother right after giving the bed frame to me and ask her to buy me paint (I’m underage and have no car). But why go through the trouble of painting the bed frame if we can get what I want at a cheaper price (plus paint costs money and painting costs effort).
Should I tell my mother that the bed frame is pretty it’s just not exactly what I was looking for? Should I ask her to buy me paint after buying the frame? Should I just ignore the bedposts? Or should I do something else entirely?
For Christmas my mother got me a bed frame. I’ve been wanting this black metal bed frame for the longest time. She got it for me and she showed a picture to me of what it looked like. It does have part of what I want. But it also has this awful orange colored wood for bedposts. She asked me if I liked it and I said yes. But in my head I’m thinking of ways to tell her I don’t particularly love it. I know it can be returned. And we may be able to find a cheaper option for the bed frame I originally wanted. But I don’t know if I should tell her. I talked to my sister about this and she said I sounded a little selfish and that I should probably just deal with it. But with something as expensive and long lasting as a bed frame wouldn’t it be better to get what you actually want rather than being unsatisfied?
My sister also suggested painting the wood black, which would make it look more appealing (and I would be willing to do). But painting the bedposts would also require me to confront my mother right after giving the bed frame to me and ask her to buy me paint (I’m underage and have no car). But why go through the trouble of painting the bed frame if we can get what I want at a cheaper price (plus paint costs money and painting costs effort).
Should I tell my mother that the bed frame is pretty it’s just not exactly what I was looking for? Should I ask her to buy me paint after buying the frame? Should I just ignore the bedposts? Or should I do something else entirely?
about create an oc
Uh um I want to see your creations of art c:
https://picrew.me/image_maker/10948
https://picrew.me/image_maker/10948
Hello you beautiful people of the internet! do you mind telling me whats the diffrence between kink and fetish? Google is using smart words that i dont understand, please and thank u ◕◡◕
Don't complain if you aren’t going to fix the problem.
I always hear people complain about school. People complain about the teachers, the grading system, female dress code, the things we learn in school and don’t learn, bullying, etc. But I hear NOBODY saying they want be in the department of education to fix it. So that tells me right there. Yall don't actually feel the way you do about school. If you really, truly, absolutely thought there is an issue; you would fix it right? For example, if your phone was broken you wouldn't just walk around complaining about your broken phone; you would get it fixed. If you don’t have an issue with school. I'm not talking to you. I'm talking to the people who have an "issue" with school.
I always hear people complain about school. People complain about the teachers, the grading system, female dress code, the things we learn in school and don’t learn, bullying, etc. But I hear NOBODY saying they want be in the department of education to fix it. So that tells me right there. Yall don't actually feel the way you do about school. If you really, truly, absolutely thought there is an issue; you would fix it right? For example, if your phone was broken you wouldn't just walk around complaining about your broken phone; you would get it fixed. If you don’t have an issue with school. I'm not talking to you. I'm talking to the people who have an "issue" with school.
Pick a user/users and make a avatar of what you think they look like
(If you don’t know any users; pick a character and try to make a picrew of them)
(Don’t do this if you actually know what the user looks like so you don’t dox them in any way)
(Using one of these)
https://picrew.me/image_maker/21859
https://picrew.me/image_maker/400146
https://picrew.me/image_maker/296093
(If you don’t know any users; pick a character and try to make a picrew of them)
(Don’t do this if you actually know what the user looks like so you don’t dox them in any way)
(Using one of these)
https://picrew.me/image_maker/21859
https://picrew.me/image_maker/400146
https://picrew.me/image_maker/296093
Picrews typically have very limited skin tones so here’s some to make with a bigger selection:
https://picrew.me/image_maker/5215
https://picrew.me/image_maker/102420
https://picrew.me/image_maker/100365
https://picrew.me/image_maker/117958
https://picrew.me/image_maker/98926
https://picrew.me/image_maker/5215
https://picrew.me/image_maker/102420
https://picrew.me/image_maker/100365
https://picrew.me/image_maker/117958
https://picrew.me/image_maker/98926
Hey guys could you recommend me a yaoi Manga where the main couple switches during sex? Thnks a lot
about question
Like, I don't want any "omg the character was soo annoying because this/that, etc etc tedtalk", it can be something very small and like "the character had a strand of hair that made me want to stop reading it"
OKOK SO GUYS IM TRYING TO BUY THE "HERE U ARE" MANHUA ON WISH BUT LIKE HOW AM I GONNA EXPLAIN TO MY MOM WHAT "BL" IS?? LIKE CAN SOMEONE GIVE ME A MEANING FOR IT INSTEAD OF BOY'S LOVE WHICH SEEMS BELIEVEABLE PLS AHAHAHA UM TY <3
BTW THE TITLE OF THE PRODUCT IS:
New Here U Are Comic Fiction Book D Jun Works BL Comic Novel Campus Love Boys Youth Comic Fiction Books
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BTW THE TITLE OF THE PRODUCT IS:
New Here U Are Comic Fiction Book D Jun Works BL Comic Novel Campus Love Boys Youth Comic Fiction Books
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about i need help
Any tips to control a panic attack?
Recently I've been getting too scared and I can't control myself.
I don't how to calm it down...
This always happens at night.
So I can't really ask someone to help me.
Most of the time I cry myself to sleep.
I really can't handle this...
I just want my (emeto)phobia to disappear.
I can't eat properly, I think I will vomit 24/7.
I tried going to psychology but they just focus on other things rather than my phobia...
Pls help
Thanks
Recently I've been getting too scared and I can't control myself.
I don't how to calm it down...
This always happens at night.
So I can't really ask someone to help me.
Most of the time I cry myself to sleep.
I really can't handle this...
I just want my (emeto)phobia to disappear.
I can't eat properly, I think I will vomit 24/7.
I tried going to psychology but they just focus on other things rather than my phobia...
Pls help
Thanks
Lmao I hope I’m not the only one hating Painter of the Night so much like the art is pretty and all but wtf so many chapters and all there is is rapey shit. I literally don’t get people to simp for Seungho like do you want to get raped?? And poor Nakyum wtf did he do to deserve this I’m just saying there’s literally 0 character development and all there is is a toxic and abusive relationship. Redemption arc isn’t even possible anymore.
since we've been doing a lot of picrew questions, try this one! i wanna see everyone's cool creations <3
https://picrew.me/image_maker/13338
https://picrew.me/image_maker/13338
How old were you when you started reading bl and how old are you now? ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ (≧∀≦) just asking i'm curious if there's lower than 18 HAHAHHA
