about first yaoi
My HATED character is -Xu-Xin- Nian : From - Deliverance of the Counterattack
He makes me want to RIP MY HAIR OUT , PUNCH MY SCREEN , CURSE HIS BIRTH AND EXISTENCE and a TON of other shit .
[ Edit ] sorry for my little rant but who's your most hated character
He makes me want to RIP MY HAIR OUT , PUNCH MY SCREEN , CURSE HIS BIRTH AND EXISTENCE and a TON of other shit .
[ Edit ] sorry for my little rant but who's your most hated character
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mines got to be hannigram from hannibal nbc, they're canon trust. and recently im lowkey getting into inhun (456 x frontman) from squid game since they remind me of hannigram sm (if you can't tell i really like hannigram).
I barely know any toxic gl ships but mines probably is archerswan from hsr.
I barely know any toxic gl ships but mines probably is archerswan from hsr.
about falling inlove
you need to save the world from destruction, yes you, im talking to you only, if you see this its a sign and you need to finally listen to the messages i have sent you, you will find them and restore peace in the universe, you will save the world, please listen to me.
about falling inlove
about falling inlove
and i got a restraining order against me by that dumb fly's family lol,, might break that and stab his mom next
about falling inlove
I often wonder if others feel love as intensely as I do, especially because it’s so dramatized on screen, making it hard to truly understand love as a concept in real life.
It’s even more complicated by the fact that, in today’s world, many people seem to be yearning for a relationship not out of love, but because they like someone enough to date or hook up with them. It feels like dating has become more of a necessity than an emotional connection, which makes it even harder to recognize what genuine love really is.
For me, love is wholehearted. I've loved two people in my lifetime, though I've had several crushes. When I'm in love, I become insufferable—absolutely insufferable. I don't even realize it in the first few months; it's like a switch flips, and suddenly, my life’s mission becomes to improve their life. I remember once stopping drawing entirely because my crush was deeply religious and believed that imitating life through art was sinful. At that time, I wasn’t religious at all, but I just stopped. I never questioned why I did it for this random person in my life—I just did, and for a long time too, and as someone who uses art as a crutch that was insane. Looking back, I can now see it was because I was completely head over heels.
Sometimes, I get really possessive, but I’d never show it. It just eats at me inside, and I can’t stop thinking about them. It’s almost like a drug, consuming my thoughts. It’s intense, and it takes over, but I try to keep it to myself. It wont ever affect them, just myself, I just become increasingly helpful to my crush because my love language is acts of service.
Am I insane? Cause I don't seem to see people around me love as strongly as I do.
It’s even more complicated by the fact that, in today’s world, many people seem to be yearning for a relationship not out of love, but because they like someone enough to date or hook up with them. It feels like dating has become more of a necessity than an emotional connection, which makes it even harder to recognize what genuine love really is.
For me, love is wholehearted. I've loved two people in my lifetime, though I've had several crushes. When I'm in love, I become insufferable—absolutely insufferable. I don't even realize it in the first few months; it's like a switch flips, and suddenly, my life’s mission becomes to improve their life. I remember once stopping drawing entirely because my crush was deeply religious and believed that imitating life through art was sinful. At that time, I wasn’t religious at all, but I just stopped. I never questioned why I did it for this random person in my life—I just did, and for a long time too, and as someone who uses art as a crutch that was insane. Looking back, I can now see it was because I was completely head over heels.
Sometimes, I get really possessive, but I’d never show it. It just eats at me inside, and I can’t stop thinking about them. It’s almost like a drug, consuming my thoughts. It’s intense, and it takes over, but I try to keep it to myself. It wont ever affect them, just myself, I just become increasingly helpful to my crush because my love language is acts of service.
Am I insane? Cause I don't seem to see people around me love as strongly as I do.
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I REMEMBER READING A MANWHA LIKE 2 YEARS AGO (Nov. 2023, most likely) AND I SCREENSHOTTED THE LAST PANELS BUT CROPPED IT SO ONLY THE QUOTE WAS VISIBLE NOW IDK THE NAME.
“It wasn’t until it was finally within my grasp that I realized this was what I truly wanted. Suddenly, I realized that no matter what happened in the future, the one thing I wanted was to be with you. The desire to have you by my side, even if it meant losing everything else.”
“It wasn’t until it was finally within my grasp that I realized this was what I truly wanted. Suddenly, I realized that no matter what happened in the future, the one thing I wanted was to be with you. The desire to have you by my side, even if it meant losing everything else.”
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Like why ? The story is almost ending then there's a random flashback where the mc gives the ml ice cream when they were kids....why do all couples have to have a past relation.
Most of the time it's done randomly without any significance to the story when even the MLS don't remember that. If you guys know what I'm talking about.
Most of the time it's done randomly without any significance to the story when even the MLS don't remember that. If you guys know what I'm talking about.
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I want a recommendation, anything! Manga or manhwa, yaoi or straight, action fantasy or comedy romance. I just badly needed it cause I'm hella getting bored and I need distraction from this one boy. ╥﹏╥
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younger seme x older uke manhwa recs pls :3 it can be a bit toxic but not too much please !!!
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I knew I'd always been a child who'd make my Asian mom disappointed, jk she loves me, the pay I get is hella good mostly because I'm freelancer who luckily went right places for connection but dear god- can we talk about how shitty the treatment is??
I'm an foreigner (kinda), outsourced freelancer and it's almost fucking 5 am that I can return home from the shitty schedule of the company, the people are working to their bones only to hear certain criticism like "she's not so good" "not enough appeal" that sometimes clashes with how the author originally intended the work to go as.
The people can be harsh with their criticism but honestly I'm fine with that (they don't get to yell at me anyways) but the poor employees! Don't even get me started with Roxana artist. Korea's economy is going shit as is so brining up the pay is unfair as it seems to be effecting almost every profession.
To be fair least where I'm sourced in; the hierarchy ain't so shit, mostly because we are of same age and everybody is so fucking tired, they probably see each other's faces so much they might as well be a poly group cause wtf is a private life.
And yk what's worse? The 5 am I had to stay in that prison building I didn't really have work, I was done, why tf could I not leave??? Bitch I don't even need to come to the building, I usually work from my tiny hobbit hole.
the pays fine (depending where you live), the treatment isn't so bad remember this is a rant and there's always gonna be a bad in good too, better then Japan, don't be discouraged to make art a profession just make sure to get networking well though, but honestly I think imma stick to the west side of the world, waiting for my stupid time to be over here, can't wait.
I'm an foreigner (kinda), outsourced freelancer and it's almost fucking 5 am that I can return home from the shitty schedule of the company, the people are working to their bones only to hear certain criticism like "she's not so good" "not enough appeal" that sometimes clashes with how the author originally intended the work to go as.
The people can be harsh with their criticism but honestly I'm fine with that (they don't get to yell at me anyways) but the poor employees! Don't even get me started with Roxana artist. Korea's economy is going shit as is so brining up the pay is unfair as it seems to be effecting almost every profession.
To be fair least where I'm sourced in; the hierarchy ain't so shit, mostly because we are of same age and everybody is so fucking tired, they probably see each other's faces so much they might as well be a poly group cause wtf is a private life.
And yk what's worse? The 5 am I had to stay in that prison building I didn't really have work, I was done, why tf could I not leave??? Bitch I don't even need to come to the building, I usually work from my tiny hobbit hole.
the pays fine (depending where you live), the treatment isn't so bad remember this is a rant and there's always gonna be a bad in good too, better then Japan, don't be discouraged to make art a profession just make sure to get networking well though, but honestly I think imma stick to the west side of the world, waiting for my stupid time to be over here, can't wait.
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GUYS IDK WHAT TO DO. I WAS OUT PARTYING ALL LAST NIGHT BECAUSE OF NEW YEARS. I GOT HOME AT 6 AM. AND MY WHOLE ROOM WAS CLEANED OUT??? I WENT TO ASK MY PARENYS ABOUT IT AND THEY STARTED LECTURING ME ABOUT HOW I WAS GOING TO HELL FOR READING IMMORAL THINGS OR SOMETHING ALONG THOSE LINES ??? ..Anyway they set all my yaoi on fire in the backward and now im in a public park setting up a fundraiser. Happy new year
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hello everyone, i was thinking what if all those unfinished yaoi stories could finally be completed with a little bit of help from ai. like what if we just feed an AI rim jobs and male lactation with a little bit of shounen dialogue. I could make it learn from manga, manhwa and manhua so that everyone gets their fill. since my distant uncle is elon musk i’ll ask him for help in this production. :) ???
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People have a lot of opinions about things they want to hear, so I asked this question.
I'm also very curious about everyone's opinions(づ￣ ³￣)づ
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I'm also very curious about everyone's opinions(づ￣ ³￣)づ
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WHERE can I find the french pdf of The Scum Villain's Self Saving System licensed by Bookmark, please I'm so desperate to read svsss in my first language.
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I'm recently reading Open the door ( an esperguideverse ) The story isn't inherently outstanding since the seme comes off as toxic but out of the blue mc gets a flashback of a child who saved his life but probably is dead now. I have nothing against properly established stories of reunion where the MCs actually had something to do with each other but more often that not it's done lazily by authors just to have something like fate / they were meant to be together / oooh they knew each other as kids and is sloppily done without any prior context or not elaborated. It's really annoying me.
There's another trope where adult MCs are weirdly portrayed with child / baby mls ( even in art ) or one of them turning into a child.
Some examples:- from stories I don't remember
Mc remembering ml bought him a can of coke ( this is probably from omega complex or sm )
Mc buying icecream for ml in their childhood
Mc saving ml from dying
Mc giving candy to ml in their childhood
Mc passing by ml when they were kids
( My point is there is absolutely no significance to the relationship whether they knew each other in their childhood or not )
There's another trope where adult MCs are weirdly portrayed with child / baby mls ( even in art ) or one of them turning into a child.
Some examples:- from stories I don't remember
Mc remembering ml bought him a can of coke ( this is probably from omega complex or sm )
Mc buying icecream for ml in their childhood
Mc saving ml from dying
Mc giving candy to ml in their childhood
Mc passing by ml when they were kids
( My point is there is absolutely no significance to the relationship whether they knew each other in their childhood or not )
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Mine is Haikaveh (Alhaitham and Kaveh from Genshin Impact) I'm sorry I just can't get behind it I try to respect those who ship it, but I just don't like them together
Note: NOtp is a ship that you don't fuck with
Note: NOtp is a ship that you don't fuck with
