I had a plan to first break up with my gf then kms (ofc i would try to make people hate me first). I broke up w my gf though I'm still not sure I had the full intent to die anytime soon. The next day I went out with a friend and I saw someone who had often sexually harassed me at school in a starbucks, which was quite scary considering last I heard...... 3 reply
I know I'm not the only one who has it but Jesus Christ, I need to complain. My blindness is growing gradually because in this curentine I do nothing but read manga —every single one I find during the day ... and at night—, and when I stop reading I do all that fucking online homework, I never stop glancing at the screen. I know I should contro...... 3 reply
It was right before the new year (2020) , I mean to be completely honest I'm not sure if it would have killed me but I basically just downed a whole bottle of extra-strength Tylenol ( I think it was like 600 or 500mg , not a hundred percent sure ) I basically decided on trying to off myself that night because everything was basically really shitty...... reply
When I was younger (13-15) liking anime was weird especially for a girl, thou at that age my parents were kinda ok with it (they didn't liked it but they weren't against me watching it) but once I entered college I was "too old to still like those cartoons" so I left it for a couple of years, but you can never escape otaku hell, once you're in you'...... 2 reply
I wasn't depressed. I wasn't happy either. It's just that I didn't find any purpose of continuing to live because in the end, we all gonna die, right? Everything that we do will be so pointless. So I had this thought, like "Why end it later when we can end it now?"
But I just couldn't do it. I have families and friends. They need me. and lastly I c...... 1 reply
I tried to do so when I was 11 and I took a steak knife into the shower with me however I ended up not doing so. I have been struggling with self-harm for many years prior to this and to this day I still do. If anyone has any questions feel free to ask I am open to sharing. 2 reply
Mentally and physically, but mostly mentally. I was so close to cutting myself and just let myself bleed to death, but then my sister came into our room, and I realized that I still have one reason to still live, it may sound cheesy, but I can't just die and leave my sister alone. (￣∇￣") reply
I tried to kill myself bc my video was leaked. I was ready for it but then I realized I wanted to follow md and changwoo's story in bj alex. Also, I wanted to watch and read all kinds of yaoi. Long story short, yaoi saved my life. 1 reply
I tried to commit suicide only twice in my entire life and both times was within the last year. My mental health has been bad since high school but recently I’m terrified because I feel like I’m in too deep. (I’m a 3rd year in college) I can’t talk to my friends about it because to them I’m a hyper and outgoing person and I have a tendenc...... 2 reply
I never tried to kill myself but there are times when I almost died like when I was 4 years old i was swimming in the swimming pool. I slipped and almost drown. Thankfully somebody saved me. Then another time when I was 11 years old. I was currently at my grandma's house when it happened. I was carryingy little brother that time since we are about ...... reply
You may not believe me but i will share this information anyway
In this video you will find out where you get the thoughts from... they are called arch.......https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IgP88z6h-Zk
i) take salt bath OR shower THEN do a non iodized salt body scrub
ii) say this if you feel/hear the thoughts 3 x "I do not consent"
iii) in gen...... reply
im a survivor after all lol. I dont rlly want to talk abt this but well. I committed it around 4 times and i survived bcs my family always called an ambulance. I also went to mental hospital. I have a rlly weak heart lmaoo and my ex is abusive:/ but im glad i survived until now bcs i managed to experience something i would regret if i leave soone...... reply
I read yaoi in all sorts of places: at school, in the bus, in restaurants. But, I’m very careful around my parents, just the thought of them finding out is...terrifying. I read around my friends freely because they know that I read yaoi. I just can’t help but always think “what happens in the next chapter” or “what happens in that one man...... reply
Anyone else feel like they are running out of yaoi or other stuff to read? When ever I hop on here, I can’t find anything new to read ( especially since corona decided to take over the world and imprison everyone in their homes ) I either already read every recommended cover or it’s not something I’m interested in. So all that’s left for me...... 5 reply
I have liked the thought of two male friends together before, but I have never forced it onto them seriously, or purposefully made them uncomfortable. It's just something I keep at the back of my mind. Like when they do things I've seen couples in BL do, I giggle in my head. I don't think it's good to force those things on people IRL. reply
I have. I'm pretty sure it was when I went to the store with my family, I sat down on the bench outside beside a few people because I didn't want to go in, and just open this site and casually clicked on a BL manga and started to read. I don't think anyone looked at what I was doing other than my younger sister who knows I read BL mangas and other ...... reply
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