Haven't tried it yet but every single hour it's running in my mind. only thing stopping me really is that i need to have my own memorial plan and lot. gotta do it responsibly so am living for the sake of being able to prepare those. reply
I am pretty open about this kinda stuff so I am open to questions as I have been in hospital and rehab. This will put this lightly as I do not wish to upset people. I was 9 when I first tried, I am 18 now. I have permanent damage because of some of my attempts. Growing up things were hard and at times very lonely. I was scared most of the time bec...... 1 reply
I was 16 and deep in depression. I couldn't controll my anxiety and my physical health was deteriorating (from what we know now was a heart valve problem). I don't remember what started this fight with my mom but it ended with her telling me she can't deal with me anymore and was tired me not acting like a normal person.That night I ended up taking...... 1 reply
The funny thing about life is that it works in mysterious ways. Sometimes life just starts doing shit when you don’t want it to and when you do it doesn’t. The thing about love is you can’t actively go and seek for it. True love, yes it exists, happens when you least expect it. Although we might feel some bursts of loneliness we must cherish ...... reply
About 4 years ago, I was dropped out my bachelor's program, continuously failed classes, diagnosed with an autoimmune disease, was rejected for re-enrollment in our university, my father died and just a year after his death, men started to lurk around my mom, courting her.
Needless to say, I had enough. I refused to eat. I constantly left home. I p...... reply
Not really did it, but I really want to.. I tried searching on how to die the easiest way. I just really want to end this pain. I dont know where's this pain coming from.. 3 reply
MANGAS:
man in the mirror
blue sky complex
jackass
yondaime
mother’s spirit
red my super hero
Abarenbou Kareshi
Recipe No Oujisama
free kisses
darkness hound
boys bad romance
my rival from a parallel world
dear signal
Beast of Blood
Abarenbo honey
dear signal
Ookami-kun wa kowakunai
Kiyona Yubisaki, Bukiyona Tsumasaki
Sekinin Torasete!
good luc...... reply
my school friend and i used to send links to each other through fb, one time i was talking to her when my cousin (a friend too) suddenly chatted me so i accidentally sent the link to my cousin instead (that time, remove message wasnt a thing) so i had to wing it like "yo lmao look at what i found haha" anyway she hated it LMAO it was too r18 for he...... 1 reply
It's really the worst experience ever for both people involved. I swear there's no good end because you either end up in a bad relationship or a failed friendship or both. reply
I wanted to for the last year because there’s been lots of stress around family and social relationships at school, but then I think about all the things I want to do and haven’t done. For some reason though, I have no aversion to death at all. reply
The first time I thought I was in love was in grade 8 with my guy best friend at the time. I wanted to be with him and my feelings for him were strong, but he seemed to ignore my feelings and do things to hurt me like make me jealous on purpose or make jokes or bets at my expense. It was a pretty bad experience. reply
Since the quarantine has been making every one depressed and all suicidal, I have been wanting to add some happiness here and there. I did a doodle. My idea is that after showing you my failure to draw my future anime boyfriend/girlfriend, you either laugh, or try to do the same. I actually tried to draw them, and my mind came up with this drawing....... reply
I got better, because i talked about my sadness and my hard times with my bff. Even tho i still feel like sh*t some days, when i talk to her i become much calmer. It does helped me, and i am sure it's going to help to many people here, or anywhere. And if you feel comfortable enaugh please, talk to a proffessional. Be safe, love yourself because yo...... reply
i attempted. once. i have a box cutter hidden away in one of my drawers and every time things get a little tough i’d take it out and start to draw faint lines across my wrist. i was afraid of the pain so i never cut too deep so it was just strong enough to leave a faint red mark. i told a person i trust and my parents found out. i don’t do it a...... reply
I've tried to kill myself multiple times and each time i fail it makes me feel more useless. My family don't support me i can't even class them as family anymore. They are probably the worst of all and have made my depression and mental health issues so much worse. Most of my friends have left and that really makes me have more reason to end it bec...... reply
"I've been thinking about killing myself and then I saw this so that's a sign I should do it"
That's exactly what popped in my head when I saw this topic, guys I understand trying to find comfort in numbers but next time chose a different topic title please.
ALSO IT IS NOT WORTH IT!
I have gotten turned down at job interviews because we have to wea...... reply
Well I think Its weird that I talk about something like this at here... but the 'thing' that I want to share to you guys its I want to say thank you! English its not my native language, but at here I feel like I have some friends that I can talk english with although my english still not good, there's not judgement about my bad english :D... and in...... 1 reply
Tbh i dont think this question should be allowed
It only triggers people into thinking about it which is not healthy at all
If you ever are in need of help, please reach out to much more better resources.
You are important and needed on this world, you are not alone and dont allow yourself to think otherwise.
Be safe and consider getting help
Spea...... 2 reply
'Things' are your daily life experiences by which you get to know the world around you. Tell others about the things you did, may it be cool, sad, crazy or funny. You can also find things that you might want to do and a friend to do it with!
