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Classmates - Wolf in sheep's clothing x Sheep in wolf's clothing (LOL....This is the BEST way to describe this manga! XD XD)
Classic Twisted Yandere personality, Physical abuse, Rape-ish (kind of).
Serial Killer x Male prostitute
An excellent portrayal of unexpected yet pure love between a mentally disturbed psychopath serial killer & a trapped male prostitute. Find out,how 2 twisted beyond repair individuals can find solace,simply in each other's embrace & acceptance & how that was just enough to hold onto the little sanity they had left.In just 3 chapters the mangaka ripped my heart apart & healed it at the same time.
Tragic BUT somehow very peaceful
Ch.1+2(Pg.1-96,Pg.202-205): University friends
A seemingly popular hunk whom apprantly everyone worships is actually a very cowardly timid innocent childlike person at heart. The 1st person to notice that & understand him becomes his friend,later his lover & his everything. The twist here is that, the obsessive coward falls prey to a manipulative bitch.
Contains - Obsessive,Cowardly,Emotionally weak boyfriend,Manipulative bitch, Assault & Violence,Brutal Rape.
At a glance 2 boys sharing a typical "Friends with Benefits" relationship but it is gradually becoming something that's more than it meets the eyes.
Messed up Abusive relationship, Physical abuse, Rough sex.
Mysterious Shady Customer x Sassy Prostitute(?)/Thug
Honeytrap theme. Contains - Hardcore kinky play, Assault, Biting, Bondage, Cutting, Rough sex, Master-Pet relationship.
A pitiful transfer student falls pray to a sadistic sicko.
Assault, Cruelty, Rape, Biting, Twisted characters, Insanity, F-cked up relationship.
I don't know about others but I found this one really tragic!
Ch.1:
This one's very tragic.The characters are so pathetic & unfortunate fools in love.From the bottom of my heart I wished, they had met somewhere else under some other circumstances.Contains-Memory loss,Assault,Murder,Plot-twist.
Ch.4:(pg.138)
Sister's Boyfriend x Little brother.This is pretty tragic & messed up too.
Contains-Rape,Manipulation,Plot-twist.
Both stories have dark but interesting plot twist which I don't want to spoil hence, the vague review
WARNING Not for everyone. The seme is a royal a$$hole!!
Pitiful Hatsuki ends up hopelessly falling in love with the most popular Watakabe. Coincidentally he finds out that, Watakabe suffers from a serious brother complex & has an extremely possessive sadistic streak! So from there on begins, Hatsuki's test of endurance in an unhealthy,deep shit,abusive relationship with Watakabe.
Contains-Rape,Torture,Assault,Extremely rough sex,BDSM,Asphyxiation,Confinement.
Lesson learned from this: do NOT get over friendly with your delivery man. As you might end becoming the object of his obsession, then his stalking & ultimately his prey!! Σ(っ°Д °;)っ
Involves-Rape,Stalking.
Little Brother x Big Brother
Twisted Incestous love. This one tugged at my heart strings. I find myself repeatedly coming back to this particular work by Ogawa Chise. The state of the older brother's mind, how he tried to contain all the hurt along with his forbidden feelings inside, how the perfect,sweet,obedient little brother accepted his big brother without batting an eyelash and how they drowned in their closed world of guilty pleasure - everything is carried out to perfection!
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This isnt related but..I cant sleep.
Same here
This really fucked up but anyone know a yaoi manga where the seme sells his body (I think) and there’s a scene implying him and his mother had sex and she pays him saying “this for today” and he replies with “thanks mom” also his mom is a prostitute and she doesn’t have a husband
Come on , why I'm not surprised at all.
i think it might be sumomo (harada)
did u find it
I think this one could be on the list :-)
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/obscura/
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Hmmm.....I like this list ...so I will follow this :)
I decided to read everything in here. I just finished the first one. Looking forward to more in here.
But yuuutsu na is not messed up its beautiful story portrayed very beautifully by shoko hidaka !
And then these stories suddenly reminded me the song Gangsta by Kehlani.
~I'm fucked up, I'm black and blue, I'm build for all the abuseeeeee.....
A master piece of a list. Thank you very much.
I just want to say that THANK YOU FOR YOUR LIST! I LOVED ITOU-SAN SO MUCH!!! IT WAS MASTERPIECE! Thank you so much! I will read more from your list!
Two really good psychology fucks are MASK and Interview with a Murderer!
I'd also recommend LopLop just as a read, but not something for the list, since while the psychology fuck is great, it doesn't seem like yaoi like the other works of CTK.
Sorry, MADK, not MASK lol
Do you think you'll be making a second list like this, now that this one is full?
Hi Otakulys. It's been a while! Hope you are doing well!
Actually I had already started on a 2nd list. It's here - http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/280648/
BUT, I am still not recommending it as it is in it's preliminary stage and I haven't still gotten around to review it. Like all my other list, I am still just contemplating on & experimenting with it. And mangas will get switched over between this list & the 2nd list. I am also planning to separate the mildly darker incest BLs from here to my Incest list.
Unfortunately, I had to put everything on hold for some time as I moved to another country with my entire family. It took me a while to settle down with my post-grad, new job, family and everything. But, I finally have time to spare for my lists. Hopefully I will be able to update my lists now, though it won't be as frequent as before. But slowly I'll get there.
PS. Recommend me something new you have read? Even though I was still reading BL with the little spare time I had, I might have missed some!
I totally understand that. Good luck with adjusting and everything! I figured you'd continue, which was why I grew curious after a decent amount of time passed. Thank you for the link, though. And I was actually going to ask if you might consider separating the incest. I feel like, with yaoi, that isn't really all that shocking. Obviously others might disagree, but while I'm personally not a fan, I see it enough to be pretty numb to it, haha. Obviously twisted relationships that involve incest are a little different, though. I feel like I've read a few more, but I'd have to think about it.
I had mentioned before that Feeding Lamb should definitely be up here, easily in the top five of most disturbing yaoi. Possibly the number one spot, depending. http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/feeding_lamb/
Everything by this author should be on the list, though. I have two of the titles on my "rape that doesn't end in love" list, but technically none of these end in love, but Feeding Lamb is too disturbing overall to really satisfy that concept. I'll rec some more as they come to me!