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Ch.1: Story of unfortunate incestous love between 2 brothers & their servant. I think that in his own way the seme loved both of them however the nature of his love for them was different. Contains-Incest,Messed up family,Murder,Death,Tragic end.
Ch:3.1+3.2: Story of a love triangle between 2 cowards & a miserable fool who fell prey to them. AVOID reading the contents if u wanna fully enjoy the plot-twists. Contains-Rape,Suicide,Accident,Death,Amnesia,Mental scar.
Ch.1:
Friends with benefit. What was supposed to be merely a relationship of convenience,turns into something serious when 1 of them tries to back out. Starts of as twisted but surprisingly turns cute! Very rare of Harada!
Extra-http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/yajirushi/bt/c001.1/pg-2/
Ch.4:
A cutesy looking sicko with a f-cekd up mind pays a group of guys to Grope,Molest & Rape his crush while he plays the role of the worried,supporting friends.
Friends with Benefits
2 very compatible individuals with amazing physical chemistry,who are just too cowardly to admit their honest feelings for each other,end up emotionally self-abusing themselves by having "proper" relationship with their "supposed" partners,whereas they are clearly & hopelessly in love with each other. This is a story about their twisted possessive love & dishonest jealousy.
Teacher x Student
An emotionally vulnerable teenage boy falls into the grasp of a manipulative, sick, perverted freak of a teacher.
Sequel - http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kyoushitsu_no_yugami/
Story of an unfortunate naive boy being mentally scarred for life after he accidentally finds out about this perverted teacher-student duo's sex game.
Extremes of sex, voyeurism, sex toys, sounding, blindfolding.
Extra - http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/yajirushi/bt/c001.1/pg-3/
Prequel - http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/yugami_hajime/
Ch.1:
Infirmary Teacher x Student. Guilty love, Perverted student, Voyeurism.
Ch.6: WARNING
Majorly f-cked up & INSANE family. Contains - Dissection, Cadaver, Animal cruelty, Murder. LOTS of blood & gore in this one. So avoid this one if you can't handle that.
Ch.8: WARNING
Teacher x Student. Another one with lots of blood & gore. Kind of like the 1st story but more sick & twisted.
WARNING NOT everyone's cup of tea.I have seen many people dislike(even hate) this one.
Story of a tragic,traumatizing,horribly fucked up relationship between 1 girl & 3 boys and what happens after the balance between them- the one & only girl disappears.
Contains-Death,Rape,F-cked up & somewhat forced Threesome between both boyxgirlxboy & boyxboyxboy,Twisted polygamous relationship.
Tragic end
Twincest love.
Physical & sexual abuse, Child abuse, Incest, Assault/Murder(I am not sure about this one).
A bit Tragic but beautiful end.
They say, "choose your friends wisely" and this is the classic example of what can happen to you if you become friends with a good for nothing hoodlum.
Rape, Blackmail, Assault. The end feels like tragic but it's not.
WARNING This is NOT for everyone! Even I almost dropped this manga during the feeding scene. That was just too much for me! I felt nauseated, disgusted & utterly hateful!! BUT after finishing it, I am so glad I didn't!! For me, Harada has become the sole Mastermind Ruler of Psychological BL. The brilliant portrayal of the gradual decay in Hijikata's thought process left me completely speachless!!
Contains: Confinement, Mindbreak, Extremely twisted Manipulative mind game
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This isnt related but..I cant sleep.
Same here
This really fucked up but anyone know a yaoi manga where the seme sells his body (I think) and there’s a scene implying him and his mother had sex and she pays him saying “this for today” and he replies with “thanks mom” also his mom is a prostitute and she doesn’t have a husband
Come on , why I'm not surprised at all.
i think it might be sumomo (harada)
did u find it
I think this one could be on the list :-)
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/obscura/
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Hmmm.....I like this list ...so I will follow this :)
I decided to read everything in here. I just finished the first one. Looking forward to more in here.
But yuuutsu na is not messed up its beautiful story portrayed very beautifully by shoko hidaka !
And then these stories suddenly reminded me the song Gangsta by Kehlani.
~I'm fucked up, I'm black and blue, I'm build for all the abuseeeeee.....
A master piece of a list. Thank you very much.
I just want to say that THANK YOU FOR YOUR LIST! I LOVED ITOU-SAN SO MUCH!!! IT WAS MASTERPIECE! Thank you so much! I will read more from your list!
Two really good psychology fucks are MASK and Interview with a Murderer!
I'd also recommend LopLop just as a read, but not something for the list, since while the psychology fuck is great, it doesn't seem like yaoi like the other works of CTK.
Sorry, MADK, not MASK lol
Do you think you'll be making a second list like this, now that this one is full?
Hi Otakulys. It's been a while! Hope you are doing well!
Actually I had already started on a 2nd list. It's here - http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/280648/
BUT, I am still not recommending it as it is in it's preliminary stage and I haven't still gotten around to review it. Like all my other list, I am still just contemplating on & experimenting with it. And mangas will get switched over between this list & the 2nd list. I am also planning to separate the mildly darker incest BLs from here to my Incest list.
Unfortunately, I had to put everything on hold for some time as I moved to another country with my entire family. It took me a while to settle down with my post-grad, new job, family and everything. But, I finally have time to spare for my lists. Hopefully I will be able to update my lists now, though it won't be as frequent as before. But slowly I'll get there.
PS. Recommend me something new you have read? Even though I was still reading BL with the little spare time I had, I might have missed some!
I totally understand that. Good luck with adjusting and everything! I figured you'd continue, which was why I grew curious after a decent amount of time passed. Thank you for the link, though. And I was actually going to ask if you might consider separating the incest. I feel like, with yaoi, that isn't really all that shocking. Obviously others might disagree, but while I'm personally not a fan, I see it enough to be pretty numb to it, haha. Obviously twisted relationships that involve incest are a little different, though. I feel like I've read a few more, but I'd have to think about it.
I had mentioned before that Feeding Lamb should definitely be up here, easily in the top five of most disturbing yaoi. Possibly the number one spot, depending. http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/feeding_lamb/
Everything by this author should be on the list, though. I have two of the titles on my "rape that doesn't end in love" list, but technically none of these end in love, but Feeding Lamb is too disturbing overall to really satisfy that concept. I'll rec some more as they come to me!