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A MASTERPIECE! Jaryuu Dokuro intricately & very carefully weaved a tragic multilayered story of 3 broken twisted men. The charismatic MC Toshimitsu, a victim of drug abuse, connects 2 others MCs of this story- Ikki, his best friend & Ryu, his nephew. In his own f-cked up way he loves both of them but is unable to keep either as he becomes more & more engrossed in the world of drugs & crime.
Contains-Dark Past,Incest,Orgy,Drugs,Assault,Suicide.
Tragic end
Ch.1:
Friends become lovers. Fear of touch, Parental Abuse, Incest, Rape, Murder, Suicide. A very tragic yet beautiful story of youthful love that meets a Tragic end.
Ch.3:
NOT recommended. I didn't like it. You can go ahead & read it if you like. Oh btw,it has a creepy Tragic end.
Ch.9:
Brother x Brother. War, Incest, Love, Sacrifice. Beautiful story, Tragic end.
Ch.10:
Student x Counselor. Parental abuse,Incest,Physical & Sexual abuse,Rough sex,S&M.
Adopted Son(Jewish boy) x Father(Nazi Major General)
People's deepest darkest nature comes out during war.A son's twisted love for his foster father,mingled with racial hatred,thirst for revenge robs him off his sanity.In an enclosed space secluded from the rest of world,driven mad by his dark emotions & desires,he continues to violate the body that nurtured him with love,affection & care.
Contains-Rape,Mental Torture,Rectal douching(google it!),Confinement
Re-united Classmate turned friends turned enemies.
Rape, Juvenile offenders, Emotional abuse/torture, Reverse (Seke)
Starts of as a dark messed up story of re-union, old grudge & twisted revenge game but turns in to a stunning Masterpiece.
This was a pleasant surprise. I was instantly pulled in! A theatrical portrayal of the tumultuous dramatic story of a gloomy circus clown - previously a trapeze, his struggle through his miserable life & how he finally pulls through the trauma of his brother's death that has been haunting him, with a closing scene of him conquering the main show of Circus to which, he dedicated his entire life.
Incest,Prostitution,Multiple sex partners,Physical & sexual abuse,Assault
WARNING I have seen some people getting disgusted with this one as it is true incest. So please, avoid this one if it's not up to your taste.
Son x Father (100% pure incest)
Aside from all that, this is the BEST manga by Ike Reibun IMO! The way she played the time travel card to make us accept this unimaginable incestous love between this pitiful father & son, is just mind f-cking amazing!! A MUST READ for twisted love & incest lovers!!
Soldier x Priest
Beautiful, Tragic, Twisted story of a soldier who fell down from sky in the middle of a battlefield & elopes after kidnapping the Priest of the very battlefield that saved him.
Rape, War, Grievous hurt(if you don't know what it is, google it).
Tragic end
WARNING
NOT everyone's cup of tea. If - weird, creepy, extremely warped psychological stories are not your thing then STAY AWAY from this one.
I really liked it though. Starts of as tragic but then slowly turns into this insane, creepy, psycho horror story that messes with your mind. The ending is more or less happy depending on how you see it :P ;)
Contains - Murder, Necrophilia(don't know what it is? Google it), Twisted Psychotic characters.
Wanna get your mind FUCKED? Then read this!
A fictional school turned in to hell (emotionally) manga! Shows how cruel can power hungry teenage kids get & how this affects and changes their mentality.
Physical & Sexual abuse, Rape, Attempted Gang Rape, Four-some (kind of), Twisted characters.
They say "Everything is fair in Love & War". So, how far will you go to keep the one you love by your side? A story of twisted love between childhood friends who are bound by the invisible shackles of guilt & dependence.
Accident,Twisted characters,Cruel,Sick mentality,Emotional Blackmail.
Extra - http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/yajirushi/bt/c001.1/pg-1/
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This isnt related but..I cant sleep.
Same here
This really fucked up but anyone know a yaoi manga where the seme sells his body (I think) and there’s a scene implying him and his mother had sex and she pays him saying “this for today” and he replies with “thanks mom” also his mom is a prostitute and she doesn’t have a husband
Come on , why I'm not surprised at all.
i think it might be sumomo (harada)
did u find it
I think this one could be on the list :-)
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/obscura/
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Hmmm.....I like this list ...so I will follow this :)
I decided to read everything in here. I just finished the first one. Looking forward to more in here.
But yuuutsu na is not messed up its beautiful story portrayed very beautifully by shoko hidaka !
And then these stories suddenly reminded me the song Gangsta by Kehlani.
~I'm fucked up, I'm black and blue, I'm build for all the abuseeeeee.....
A master piece of a list. Thank you very much.
I just want to say that THANK YOU FOR YOUR LIST! I LOVED ITOU-SAN SO MUCH!!! IT WAS MASTERPIECE! Thank you so much! I will read more from your list!
Two really good psychology fucks are MASK and Interview with a Murderer!
I'd also recommend LopLop just as a read, but not something for the list, since while the psychology fuck is great, it doesn't seem like yaoi like the other works of CTK.
Sorry, MADK, not MASK lol
Do you think you'll be making a second list like this, now that this one is full?
Hi Otakulys. It's been a while! Hope you are doing well!
Actually I had already started on a 2nd list. It's here - http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/280648/
BUT, I am still not recommending it as it is in it's preliminary stage and I haven't still gotten around to review it. Like all my other list, I am still just contemplating on & experimenting with it. And mangas will get switched over between this list & the 2nd list. I am also planning to separate the mildly darker incest BLs from here to my Incest list.
Unfortunately, I had to put everything on hold for some time as I moved to another country with my entire family. It took me a while to settle down with my post-grad, new job, family and everything. But, I finally have time to spare for my lists. Hopefully I will be able to update my lists now, though it won't be as frequent as before. But slowly I'll get there.
PS. Recommend me something new you have read? Even though I was still reading BL with the little spare time I had, I might have missed some!
I totally understand that. Good luck with adjusting and everything! I figured you'd continue, which was why I grew curious after a decent amount of time passed. Thank you for the link, though. And I was actually going to ask if you might consider separating the incest. I feel like, with yaoi, that isn't really all that shocking. Obviously others might disagree, but while I'm personally not a fan, I see it enough to be pretty numb to it, haha. Obviously twisted relationships that involve incest are a little different, though. I feel like I've read a few more, but I'd have to think about it.
I had mentioned before that Feeding Lamb should definitely be up here, easily in the top five of most disturbing yaoi. Possibly the number one spot, depending. http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/feeding_lamb/
Everything by this author should be on the list, though. I have two of the titles on my "rape that doesn't end in love" list, but technically none of these end in love, but Feeding Lamb is too disturbing overall to really satisfy that concept. I'll rec some more as they come to me!