give me recs

Yes give us the masc homosexual that hates himself for hurting sweet bb twink

Those are bunch of mangas manhwas that definitely hurts me not just the use
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hina_wa_mitsuiro_no_koi_ni_torawareru/ ( this one was too painful that I post about it on my university instagram and everyone knew I read yaoi...)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/almond_o_nanatsubu/ ( same shit tooooo painful )
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kiss_me_liar/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/my_bias_appeared/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/after_i_left_you/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/junjou_escape/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ai_no_su_e_ochiro/ ( still ongoing but shitty seme)
I do have more if you need to break your heart that badly

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hate_mate/ ( this one is good cause the uke did ditch his stupid ass and end up with the 2ml) sorry for spoiling it ( there's a second season coming up soon)

And this one as well
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/life_senjou_no_bokura/
It's painful but realistically painful