Hmmm idk….. am I the only one that thinks that this story is very confusing?

No

The storyline is all over the place （￣へ￣）

babe I agree with you like I wait for a few ch to build up and then suddenly im so lost

it’s supposed to be, it puts the reader in the uke shoes, we are experiencing what he is experiencing. even though people who actually experience this sort of thing have it much worse than what is possible to be portrayed in the story but i think the writer did a good job of forcing a perspective on the reader to at least give some idea of what someone with that trauma goes through.