this!!! ohmygod i too feel so frustrated reading this because this had such a good start, such good plot, a yearner green flag ml who asked nothing in exchange of letting him stay in mc’s life but what does he get in return? a dumb af mc who would trust ANOTHER alpha who is also his rival company’s son INSTEAD OF TALKING STRAIGHT W HIS CHILDHOOD BESTFRIEND WHO SURPRISE SURPRISE LOVES YOU TO DEATH ITS SO FRUSTRATING BECAUSE I READ THE RAWS AND TS GETS MORE WEIRD AND DISGUSTING!!!!
I've only read the English version here, and thanks to those spoilers, I could avoid seeing the real thing. I'd rather die than see it.
From the very beginning, I hated even seeing this MF, ever since the scene where he SAing MC while he's drunk and asleep in bed, rubbing his forehead against MC's and begging him to "get pregnant with my child."
So I stopped reading when the total insane plot twist occurred where MC stays at MF's house even right after almost being raped.
The author's motal intention was obvious from the moment he made MF take the drugs home when it would have been absolutely safer to just throw them in the trash-bin on the road, so I was planning to resume reading from the point where ML barely makes it in time to save MC... (it shouldn't go otherwise ISTFG...wtf)
i shouldve stopped reading ts as well :/
I'm totally overwhelmed with an endless nausea and despair, realizing that the author deliberately brought into existence such a pure-sincere-beautiful-hearted precious being(ML) which extremely hard to find in BL(especially in ABO), and had carefully depicted that much all this time, SOLELY FOR the purpose of consuming him as mere fodder to satiate their own hideous and grotesque sexual fetishes...
Exactly nothing different from an absolute amateur publishing a fan-made doujinshi just for jerking off along with a niche audience while utterly disregarding the source material.
There's nothing a single thing make sense about all MC's act, decision or judgment from the very beginning, especially how he treat ML and disgustingMF. Absolutely NOTHING.
Because in the first place the author was only thinking about forcibly leading the story to the goal of having a saint ML totally neglected by truly-beloved MC and NTRed him by POSecretary. F U C K