Yep and it’s why I dropped this for a while it doesn’t seem like the revenge is going to be swift enough and I can’t force myself to read something that has prolonged rape especially from such a disgusting grotesque god and then saying it’s okay since that’s the god of motherhood or some shit that shouldn’t be it she should be the god of control and torture if that’s what she thinks is okay against the wills of the victim forcing them to be raped constantly to make babies makes me vomit and feel sick under my skin

I can't say that I'm enjoying this deep dive back story for Victoria. Little Vicky is so sweet and so pathetic that I want to scoop her up into my arms. I don't need to see an innocent and unloved child be tortured and corrupted for the amusement of these so-called gods. I may need to let it cook for the next 3-6 months so that I can skim on through it and get back to Raoul kicking the ass of that shit-eating goddess that locked herself up in the demon castle so that she can have the demon queen raped repeatedly until she's given birth multiple times.