Yeah but he approaches her in her '1st life' cause she approached him in his '1st' life, so I wanna know what happened in the og life, the one that triggered all the other cycles that follow.
Sidenote, him thinking about her just before he realises that she's dead, like the panels of her in his memories at different times was so beautiful I sobbed. idk if the mangaka intended it but it was like the perfect dead wife montage.

HOLY WAIT A MINUTE...AFTER THIS NEW CHAPTER DROPPED, I WENT BACK TO CHAPTER 1....HE KNEW...HE KNEW !!! HE DIDN'T WANT THEM TO BE SEPARATED !! PULLING MY HAIR OH MY GOD SO THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME THIS HAPPENED ??????? MY BABIES...PLEASE...PLEASEEEE THEY LOVE EAFH OTHER SO MYCH I'M GOING INSANE OVER THEM