We can "argue" here as much as you want, at the end of the day it will not change the fact. Also, Idk what you meant by "can't take this chapter"... are u implying I should be okay with rape at this point? Very interesting statement. Again, rape is not a topic of discussion. It really makes me sad how difficult it is for some people to admit something is rape. It doesn't matter much u like the story or the characters, rape is rape and it is wrong.
The only fact here is THIS CHAPTER IS NOT RAPE!. Both of them is FINE with it. Yuri was DRUNK but later on he said HE ENJOYED IT and says HE DO NOT MIND IT. The person, not YOU, NOT ME, the fictional man who recieved it up his ass SAID HE WAS FINE WITH IT and the novel that was written in Yuri's POV literally says this---- it wasn't not forced, Yuri knew he enjoyed it. Of course u happened to have a high moral ground, so u are gonna find this problematic and project it on me as defending rape, when I only question ur sensitivity towards this kind of stories.. especially when dis one is not rape, unpleasant to the some readers..yes it is. I would find it unfortunate if these 'thing' that Xinlu did to Yuri was done to me BUT YURI feels otherwise. There no no victim here but your moral compass that is irrelevant to the characters.

Can't believe that after all this, their first time will be a rape? Jesus...