I, too, am someone with fear-avoidant attachment style. Jun's character frustates me so fucking much, I can pick up everytime he starts blaming himself & feel self-conscious about everything, then push away the people around him including his own boyfriend. Personally, it always feels like my problems aren't something other people should bother themselves with. The notion of someone other than myself caring about my problem, listening & get invested to them just doesn't make sense. As I read this story, I realized how ridiculous it's all from 3rd person pov. Sharing sorrows and seeking comfort is natural. Humans, despite their infamous selfish nature, is also a foolishly caring creature.
I, too, am someone with fear-avoidant attachment style. Jun's character frustates me so fucking much, I can pick up everytime he starts blaming himself & feel self-conscious about everything, then push away the people around him including his own boyfriend. Personally, it always feels like my problems aren't something other people should bother themselves with. The notion of someone other than myself caring about my problem, listening & get invested to them just doesn't make sense. As I read this story, I realized how ridiculous it's all from 3rd person pov. Sharing sorrows and seeking comfort is natural. Humans, despite their infamous selfish nature, is also a foolishly caring creature.