I did not need to know that you get off on drawing your characters getting raped. What the hell man... It would be one thing if this was a dark manga, but it was a predominantly sweet read that simply had some serious themes intertwined. I was planning to read the second volume, but I'm just gonna stop here. Because knowing that drawing him getting raped was something that actively excited her, when this wasn't even framed as *that* kind of manga, is such a huge turn off (and she described how it excites her in such a disgusting and creepy way...). I didn't need to know that shit and I never would have guessed had she not fucking bragged about it...
Why tf did the author have to go on about how much she enjoyed drawing Seno getting violated? What the fuck is wrong with you to think that's a normal thing to share with your audience???