some novel spoilers discussion for those who want it since i frequently see the same quest...

some novel spoilers discussion for those who want it since i frequently see the same questions about whether or not the end is satisfying or if xinlu will change for the better

"will xinlu change?"
the only change he really undergoes through is his denial. if what you dislike about xinlu now is his arrogance and how he degrades yuri then don't worry, he'll definitely change into someone who worships yuri above everyone else. however, if you want him to change to be a green flag then you're definitely not going to get that. till the very end, he maintains his extreme possessiveness and yandere tendencies. the only difference is he stops denying it's because of love, and becomes affectionate.

"is the groveling satisfying?"
hmm... i think it depends on what kind of groveling you like. i enjoyed it especially compared to ilay's (did he even have one? didn't feel like it). to me, a satisfying groveling needs to have the mc trying to leave and the red flag ml becoming absolutely pathetic and desperate as they beg for the mc to stay and getting absolutely angry or jealous if they don't. if you have the same taste as me then you'll definitely find the ending of this to be satisfying (though i wish yuri held out a bit longer).

however, if the kind of groveling you want is the ml becoming a better person for the mc then you'll find this very disappointing. if you're expecting a mc that stubbornly tries to run away like its life or death, or grows to hate the ml, then you'll also be disappointed. as you can see, yuri is someone who doesn't bother with drama or troublesome things which is why he never bothered to hide his feelings for xinlu. that attitude extends towards the final confrontation.