Of course, in a irl situation this is unforgivable to many people and that’s completely valid. In this case, there is a reason why the author put that moment in this STORY.
His mother is on her deathbed and has no choice but count the days down. His father is not engaging in any conversation where they can be closer but he honestly doesn’t know how to approach that either. Back in the early chapters his flings were definitely the result of him trying to gain back some control while filling that loneliness.
So he is in a situation where all his lows are in one place and he reverted back to that old thinking. That old habit to just go for a fling. It was just one panel of he had that sudden thought and immediately was shocked with himself. Like he couldn’t believe he had that thought. Good ol intrusive thoughts will do that to you where you question your morality. Based on the comments before the last uploaded deleted it I thought it was a longer moment and he was having a “fuck it” attitude. But nope it was simply intrusive thought back to old habits during a stressful situation.
Of course, in a irl situation this is unforgivable to many people and that’s completely valid. In this case, there is a reason why the author put that moment in this STORY.
His mother is on her deathbed and has no choice but count the days down. His father is not engaging in any conversation where they can be closer but he honestly doesn’t know how to approach that either. Back in the early chapters his flings were definitely the result of him trying to gain back some control while filling that loneliness.
So he is in a situation where all his lows are in one place and he reverted back to that old thinking. That old habit to just go for a fling. It was just one panel of he had that sudden thought and immediately was shocked with himself. Like he couldn’t believe he had that thought. Good ol intrusive thoughts will do that to you where you question your morality. Based on the comments before the last uploaded deleted it I thought it was a longer moment and he was having a “fuck it” attitude. But nope it was simply intrusive thought back to old habits during a stressful situation.